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パラノイドガール // Paranoid Girl

Hi.

Mental health.

パラノイドガール
 Paranoid Girl
ラストリモート|東方地霊殿
Vocal: めらみぽっぷ
Arrange+Lyrics: RD-Sounds
Circle: 凋叶棕
Album: 虚 -utsuro-
Event: C91

あなたたちはいつだって
隠し事してばかり
その心に疚しい言葉を隠し持って

anatatachi wa itsudatte
kakushigoto shite bakari
sono kokoro ni yamashii kotoba wo kakushimotte

You all are always
Always hiding things
Concealing your guilty conscience in your hearts

どんな気持ちでいようと
お決まりの笑顔だけ
その表面に貼り付けて

don’na kimochi de iyou to
okimari no egao dake
sono omote ni haritsukete

No matter what you really feel
You always paste that
Same false smile on your faces

どうしてそんな嘘をつくの?
みんなわたしで遊んでいるの??
わたしがどういうモノなのかを 知りながら!

doushite son’na uso wo tsuku no?
min’na watashi de ason’deiru no??
watashi ga dou iu mono nanoka wo shirinagara!

Why would you tell such a lie?
Is everyone here just playing with me??
You all know, you know just what I am!

嗚呼
我慢ならない 偽りの声
無責任な言葉だけが木霊する
あなたたちはそれをごまかすのでしょう
けれどこれら全ての声――知っているのよぜんぶ!

aa
gaman’ naranai itsuwari no koe
musekinin’ na kotoba dake ga kodama suru
anatatachi wa sore wo gomakasu no deshou
keredo korera subete no koe – shitteiru no yo zen’bu!

Ah!
I can’t stand these lying voices
Irresponsible words echoing back and forth
Of course you all would just deny it
But all of your inner voices – I know them well, yes every one!

――私には聞こえるのよ。
はじめは虚ろに響く声
次第に強さを増すその声
わたしを蔑む無数の声
けして止まらない!

-watashi ni wa kikoeru no yo.
hajime wa utsuro ni hibiku koe
shidai ni tsuyosa wo masu sono koe
watashi wo sagesumu musuu no koe
keshite tomaranai!

-I can hear them, you see?
In the beginning it was like echoes in an empty room
But they kept growing in strength, all of those voices
Countless voices, all of them mocking me!
And it never ends!!

道傍の小石を
蹴っ飛ばすときみたいに
相手の気持ちなど何も感じないくらいに

michibata no koishi wo
kettobasu toki mitai ni
aite no kimochi nado nani mo kan’jinai kurai ni

The same way you kick a pebble
Off the side of the road
You all aren’t concerned for the way I feel, not at all

そんな誹謗中傷を浴びせて
そんな罵詈雑言をぶつけて
よくも平気でいられるのね

son’na kotoba wo abisete
son’na kotoba wo butsukete
yokumo heiki de irareru no ne

Despite the way you shower me with slander
Despite the way you beat me with verbal abuse
I’m almost impressed how it doesn’t pain you at all!

わたしのことを嗤っているでしょう?
心の奥で蔑んでいるでしょう??
わたしがどれほど傷ついてるか 知りもせず!

watashi no koto wo waratteiru deshou?
kokoro no oku de sagesun’deiru deshou??
watashi ga dorehodo kizutsuiteiru ka shiri mo sezu!

You’re laughing at me aren’t you?
Mocking me deep in your heart aren’t you??
Without even an attempt to think about how I feel!

嗚呼
どうして私だけこんな目に
数え切れない悪意に曝されて
あなたたちはずっと黙っているけど
けれど”これらすべての声”――気のせいなはずがないわ!

aa
doushite watashi dake kon’na me ni
kazoekirenai akui ni sarasarete
anatatachi wa zutto damatteiru kedo
keredo “korera subete no koe” – ki no sei na hazu ga nai wa!

Ah
Why does it have to be me?
Why do I have to be exposed to such malice?
None of you are raising a single word aloud, but
All of these voices I hear – There is no way this can all be in my head!!

ほらぎりぎしと軋ませるよに
ほらぐじゅくじゃと掻き混ぜるよに
ほらがらがたと騒いで回る
私の頭の中を

hora girigishi to kishimaseru yo ni
hora gujyukuja to kakimazeru yo ni
hora garagata to sawaide mawaru
watashi no atama no naka wo

Your words grip and grate
Your words crush and stir
Your words tumble and clamour
Making a mess of my brain

私のことを疎ましがらないで
私のことを毛嫌いしないで
私のことを掻き毟らないで
私を放っておいて!

watashi no koto wo utomashigaranaide
watashi no koto wo kegirai shinaide
watashi no koto wo kakimushiranaide
watashi wo houtteoite!

Don’t treat me with such disgust!
Don’t be so prejudiced against me!
Don’t tear and rip at me this way!
Just leave me alone!!!

聴きたくない
 笑っていたい 聞こえてしまう
         笑えない

kikitakunai
 waratteitai
  kikoeteshimau
   waraenai

I don’t want hear you
 I just want to laugh and be happy
  But I can’t help but hear you
   And so I just, I just can’t!

嗚呼
きっとあなたも私のことを
それを思うことだけでも恐ろしい
けして耐え切れない 出来損ないなの
そうよ――こんなものもって生まれて あなたのようになれはしない!!

aa
kitto anata mo watashi no koto wo
sore wo omou koto dake demo oroshii
keshite taekirenai dekisokonai nano
sou yo – kon’na mono motte umarete anata no you ni nare wa shinai!!

Ah
You, I bet you’re thinking things about me too
Just the possibility is enough to frighten me
I’m a broken being that cannot even withstand recognition
Yes, you see – I was born this way and I can never be like you, never!!

嗚呼
盲目の笑顔 それさえ遠く
虚ろな視線を虚空に彷徨わせ
パラノイドガール 心殺して
今日も聞こえ来る妄想の限り
けして笑う事無く

aa
moumoku no egao sore sae tooku
utsuro a shisen’ wo kokuu ni samayowase
paranoid girl kokoro koroshite
kyou mo kikoekuru mousou no kagiri
keshite warau koto naku

Ah
So, with a blind and distant smile
Letting her empty gaze drift in the void
This paranoid girl killed her heart
And as long as she still hears those phantom voices
She will never, never feel joy

祭符「神遊びの唄」 // Saifu: Kamiasobi no Uta

I told myself I’d translate this song about two weeks ago…. about a month ago…. about 4 months ago… about 8 months ago… a year ago.

Well since it’s already past Reitaisai 14 and it’s been a year since this song came out, I suppose it’s time to finally get around to doing it huh?

I just finished my finals and am feeling like using the other half of my brain, so here it goes.

Whew though. I had to break out my classical Japanese dictionary for the first time in a long while. A lot of words don’t really mean the same thing as they used to. Or rather, what they used to mean can be wildly different from what they mean now.

Notes:
A tamagushi is a Shinto offering made from a sasaki branch and paper.

The third line is a play on a play on words in a semi-famous poem about kagura ↓
「かご山やさか木の枝ににぎかけてその―思ひこそやれ」〈夫木・一八〉

While “forbidden zone” is a literal interpretation of the word (来無処), it’s also used to mean a fork in the road. As in you can’t keep going straight, you have to turn some way or another. The god associated with forks in the road is also associated to the Mishaguji curse gods that Suwako commands as well. (It’s all really just a bunch of really obscure wordplay.)

A couple of stanzas are direct references to Suwako’s spell cards.

祭符「神遊びの唄」
 Saifu “Kamiasobi no Uta”
 Festival Sign “The Song for God’s Amusement”
明日ハレの日、ケの昨日|東方風神録
ネイティブフェイス|東方風神録
Vocal: めらみぽっぷ
Arrange+Lyrics: RD-Sounds
Circle: 凋叶棕
Album: 掲 -kakage-
Event: Reitaisai 13

さあ 緋の袖 玉櫛 鈴打ち鳴らし
御前に はれのひ ただ舞うたらば
かご山 やさか 木の枝 にぎかけ
やうやう 響け 供に遊ばせ

saa hi no sode tamagushi suzu uchinarashi
omae ni hare no hi tada mau taraba
kagoyama yasaka ki no eda nigikake
youyou hibike tomo ni asobase

Scarlet sleeves waving with tamagushi offerings and ringing bells…
But of course, if we are to dance in the gods’ presence on this festival day
So take up the jeweled sasaki branches of Kagoyama with paper streamers
Let us dance together as we call out and let our music ring!

振り放け見遣れば未闢の幻想郷に
まつろうものの姿のあらんことを

furisake miyareba migyaku no daichi ni
matsurou mono no sugata no aran’ koto wo

Looking far off into an uncivilized land of illusion
I pray that there may come one to govern over it

遠くに知るか
果てども無き原風景

tooku ni shiru ka
hatedo mo naki keshiki

Shall I reign far and wide
Over this endless landscape?

遠くは遥か
これは見守る原風景

tooku wa haruka
kore wa mamoru keshiki

Distant and vast
This is a land to protect

緑の山に
瀬渡斯くやも
萌える色出る
玉のごとくに

midori no yama ni
sewatari kaku ya mo
moeru iro idzuru
tama no gotoku ni

See those green mountains
With their flowing streams
What flourishing color abounds!
They are like jewels

咲かせよ咲かせ
さてもみなうつくし
迎える命
歓喜び咲うこと

sakase yo sakase
sate mo mina utsukushi
mukaeru inochi
yorokobi warau koto

Blossom, yes blossom!
Look how beautiful you are!
As I see the life presented me
On my face a smile blossoms in delight

涼れにそよぐ
彩を織り成す
萌える色出る
錦のごとく

nagare ni soyogu
iro wo orinasu
moeru iro idzuru
nishiki no gotoku

Rustling in the flow
Life weaving its hues
What flourishing color abounds!
They are like a brocade

祭に添えては 祀に同じと

matsuri ni soete wa matsuri ni onaji to

In being like a festival, this is the same as an offering to me

踏めよ来無処 ここよりこちら
さあさ 一踏
宴の開く

fume yo kunado koko yori kochira
saa sa ittou
utage no hiraku

Dance around the forbidden zones, hither here hither there
Come now, jump!
The party has just begun!

遊べよ 命懸け
その酣なること
交われ 御魂ごと
それの在ることを知れよ

asobe yo inochi kake
sono takenawa naru koto
majiware mitama goto
sore no aru koto wo shire yo

Dance with your life on the line
The risk is the height of it all
Sift through with all your soul
And know what I say to be true

さあ
ニ、ニ、一で
拡散がる弾幕に
その身を賭して避けたらば

saa
ni ni no hitotsu de
hirogaru keshiki ni
sono mi wo toshite saketaraba

Now we begin!
With two bows two claps and one bow!
If you will gamble your life
To dodge through this curtain fire landscape,

奉避る舞となって
神祭ろうと楽ばすように

sasageru ugoki to natte
ware matsurou to asobasu you ni

May your dodging movements be
A dance of offering, of reverence to me

舞はぬものならば口より呑ませ
巧ならずば口より呑ませ
身にところせしことその末代まで
身のところせしことその末代まで

mawanu mono naraba kuchi yori nomase
takumi narazuba kuchi yori nomase
mi ni tokoroseshi koto sono matsudai made
mi no tokoroseshi koto sono matsudai made

For those who will not dance, make them drink their fill!
For those who are unskilled, make them drink their fill!
May there be curses on you and your offspring!
May you be cursed, you and your offspring!

人にも知るは
夢の噺と寝
悠けく眠れ
永遠の花褥

hito ni mo shiru wa
yume no hanashi to ne
harukeku nemure
towa no hana shitone

What even humans know
Are talk of dreams and slumber
So sleep in a deep distant dream
On an eternal bed of flowers

避けねば咲かず
さても去ぬるべく
舞え舞え舞うより
その道は無く

sakeneba sakazu
sate mo inurubeku
mae mae mau yori
sono michi wa naku

If you do not dodge, you will not blossom
If you do not, you are destined to die
There is not option left of you but
To dance and dance and dance some more

手足も塞ぐ
さても狭き道を
くぐるは猛き
ものの仕業なれば

teashi mo fusagu
sate mo semaki michi wo
kuguru wa takeki
mono no shiwaza nareba

As making one’s way down this narrow path
Despite being shut in by hand and foot
Is a feat only the most
Fierce and courageous may perform,

鉄の鑰持て
かつての神話
遍く伝えて
うち滅ばさん

tetsu no kagi mote
katsute no aragoto
amaneku tsutaete
uchihorobasan’

In return, wielding my iron rings
I shall show offer you a reenactment
Of that legendary battle of yore
As I wreck havoc upon you

祭に添えては 祀に同じと

matsuri ni soete wa matsuri ni onaji to

In being like a festival, this is the same as an offering to me

跨げ来無処 手の鳴る方へ
さあさ 一踏
宴の開く

matage kunado te no naru hou e
saa sa ittou
utage no hiraku

Dance over the forbidden zones, following the clapping hands
Come now, jump!
The party has just begun!

遊べよ 命懸け
それが妙なること
交われ 御魂ごと
それの在ることを知れよ

asobe yo inochi kake
sore ga tae naru koto
majiware mitama goto
sore no aru koto wo shire yo

Dance with your life on the line
The risk is what makes it sublime
Sift through with all your soul
And know what I say to be true

さあ
ニ、ニ、一で
拡散がる弾幕
その身合わせて奏すれば

saa
ni ni no hitotsu de
hirogaru utagoe
sono mi awasete sou sureba

Now we begin!
With two bows two claps and one bow!
When you sing along with your motions
Enveloped by this song of curtain fire

祝避の詞となって
神祀ろうと唄わすように

iwai no kotoba to natte
ware matsurou to utawasu you ni

May your voice be as words of celebration
A song of offering, of reverence to me

遊べよ 命懸け
その美しきこと
交われ 御魂ごと
それの在ることを知れよ

asobe yo inochi kake
sono utsukushiki koto
majiware mitama goto
sore no aru koto wo shire yo

Dance with your life on the line
The risk is what makes it beautiful
Sift through with all your soul
And know what I say to be true

さあ
ニ、ニ、一で
拡散がる弾幕に
はるけく鬨を響かせば

saa
ni ni no hitotsu de
hirogaru keshiki ni
harukeku toki wo hibikaseba

Now we begin!
With two bows two claps and one bow!
If you will let ring far your battle cries
Through this curtain fire landscape,

掲げる符名となって
神も演者をも楽ばすように

kakageru kotoba to natte
ware mo hito wo mo asobasu you ni

May your cries be raised as spells
Which will please both the masses and me

祭りは未だ終わらず
即ち明日のちまた明日

matsuri wa imada owarazu
sunawachi hare nochi mata hare

This festival is far from over
In other words, the day after a festival is yet another one!

狂言「夜聞」 // Kyogen: Yogiki

夜聞 is a non-standard pairing, and has several possible readings. I chose Yogiki over other possibilities such as “yabun”.

“Kyogen” is a “farce” a short play used as an interlude in a large scale Noh performance. Kyogen may also be standalone and are associated with Kabuki, but as this is in the context of Noh, I translated the title prefix as “Interlude:”

狂言「夜聞」
 Kyogen: Yogiki
 Interlude: Listening in the Night
永夜抄 ~ Eastern Night|東方永夜抄
Vocal: めらみぽっぷ
Arrange+Lyrics: RD-Sounds
Circle: 凋叶棕
Album: 伝 -tsutae-
Event: C91

そっと耳澄ます
静寂に身を重ねて

sotto mimi sumasu
seijaku ni mi wo kasanete

Listen quietly
Become one with the silence

けして聞こえぬもの
今なら聞こえてこよう

keshite kikoenu mono
ima nara kikoetekoyou

That which can never be heard
In this very moment, can be

遥か 遠く

haruka tooku

Far off in the distance

そっと空掴む
滑り落ちてゆく闇

sotto sora tsukamu
suberiochiteyuku yami

Gently grasp the sky
Feel the darkness slip through

いつか遠くに見た
麗しきその姿

itsuka tooku ni mita
uruwashiki sono sugata

That beautiful form
I once saw far away

思い 描く

omoi egaku

I picture in my mind

――今宵
永き夜をして
得体の知れない モノどもと

-koyoi
nagaki yoru wo shite
etai no shirenai monodomo to

-This night
This long and endless night
Together with unfathomable beings

あなたは――

anata wa-

You…

聞きたい
あなたの息遣いが

kikitai
anata no ikidzukai ga

I want to hear
I want to hear your breathing

聞きたい
あなたの花開くのが

kikitai
anata no hana hiraku no ga

I want to hear
I want to hear your flower blossoming

聞きたい
あなたの空を踏むのが

kikitai
anata no sora wo fumu no ga

I want to hear
I want to hear you stepping into the sky

聞きたい
あなたの纏う幻想が

kikitai
anata no matou gen’sou ga

I want to hear
I want to hear the fantasy you cloak yourself in

そうして、夜のほとりをひとり 舞い踊るものよ。

soushite, yoru no hotori wo hitori maiodoru mono yo.

Yes you, oh you who dances alone on the night shore

夜が
暴かれきってしまったのなら
きっと 照らされてしまうから

yoru ga
abakarekitteshimatta no nara
kitto terasareteshimau kara

If the night
Were to be to be completely exposed
I am sure light would be shown upon you

夜の
どこか
あなたの姿がみえない
空を介して

yoru no
doko ka
anata no sugata ga mienai
sora wo kai shite

Somewhere
In the night
I cannot see you
But through the sky

あなたと
同じ空気に触れては

anata to
onaji kuuki ni furete wa

As I touch
The same air which you touch

あなたと
同じ闇に身を重ね

anata to
onaji yami ni mi wo kasane

I become
One with the same darkness as you

あなたと
同じ空を掴み取る

anata to
onaji sora wo tsukamitoru

I grasp
The same sky you do

あなたの
声をこの夜に聞こうとして

anata no
koe wo kono yoru ni kikou to shite

I listen
Into the night to hear your voice

だから

dakara

And so…

聞こえる
あなたの息遣いが

kikoeru
anata no ikidzukai ga

I hear
I hear your breathing

聞こえる
あなたの花開くのが

kikoeru
anata no hana hiraku no ga

I hear
I hear your flower blossoming

聞こえる
あなたの空を踏むのが

kikoeru
anata no sora wo fumu no ga

I hear
I hear you stepping into the sky

聞こえる
あなたの纏う幻想が

kikoeru
anata no matou gen’sou ga

I hear
I hear the fantasy you cloak yourself in

今 こんなにも

ima kon’na ni mo

Right now, so clearly…

そうして、夜のほとりにひとり 咲き誇るものよ。

soushite, yoru no hotori ni hitori sakihokoru mono yo.

Yes you, oh you who blossoms alone on the night shore.

二番目物 「祟神」 // Nibanmemono: Tatarigami

Moriya Suwako (riku (wana))

It’s been a while since I’ve touched anything RD.

I absolutely love the piano in this song.

Also the snark. There is so much snark.

Notes:
Act 2 in a five part Edo-Style Noh Performance is traditionally about a characters descent into war, destruction or mayhem, and features as its protagonist either the victor or the loser. In this case it is the loser.

The second reading of sky is the I Ching equivalent (䷀ = 乾).
 Normally the symbol means dryness and drought in Japanese.
The second reading of earth is the I Ching equivalent (䷁ = 坤).

うらましき should probably be うらめしき, but considering adjective construction patterns it doesn’t feel all that off.

“捨つる神あり拾う神あり”
 Is a form of “捨てる神あり拾う神あり” which is a proverb taken to mean “While there are gods who may abandon you, there are also gods who will save you.” == “When one door closes another one opens.” However, as this song is sung from the perspective of a god, the context changes, and (with help from the fact that the subject/object relationship is ambiguous in this form) the phrase can just as easily mean: “While there are some gods abandoned, there are also gods who are acquired.”

The “in the end” adverb uses 倒, which is uncommon and leads me to the image of questioning and killing tons of people for the answer until no one is left. But that may be just me.

There are three types of the “So I’ll pray…”

The first one is “in/by one hands” as in “you’re in good hands” like someone’s taking care of you.
The second one is “in ones hands” as literally in one’s hands, and is more controlling.
The third one is you -belong- like items to another and I wish life upon you.

This variation is enacted by the way もの is written (もの、者、モノ) and then the particle (で、に) then the change of hand (手) to body (身).

A line was bothering me so I made a small fix (2017/01/22 01:40)

二番目物 「祟神」
 Nibanmemono: Tatarigami
 Act 2: Curse God
明日ハレの日、ケの昨日|東方風神録
Vocals: めらみぽっぷ
Arrange+Lyrics: RD-Sounds
Circle: 凋叶棕
Album: 伝 -tsutae-
Event: C91

そら乾のどこまでも
紅柄色の雨が降る

sora sora no dokomademo
benigarairo no ame ga furu

From all about the sky, the sky above
The rain falls a rusty red

ちも坤もどこまでも
鉄錆た色の土を踏む

chi mo chi mo dokomademo
tetsusabitairo no tsuchi wo fumu

All over the earth, the earth as well
Upon a rust red soil I tread

勝った負けたは世の倣いならば
従う他に路もなく

katta maketa wa yo no narai naraba
shitagau hoka ni michi mo naku

It is a way of the world to separate the victorious from the defeated.
As such, there is no other path for me to follow.

しかしその数多のうらましきごと
このままで済まされようか?

shikashi sono amata no uramashikigoto
kono mama de sumasareyou ka?

Be that as it may, must I stand by and allow
The injustices done upon me go unsettled?

茜さす空の色は高く
稲穂は重く頭垂れ
しかるに敬うもののかげなく
主なき大地の果に

akane sasu sora no iro wa takaku
inaho wa omoku koube tare
shikaru ni uyamau mono no kage naku
aruji naki daichi no hate ni

The glow of the sunset sky reaches high
As the ears of harvest rice droop low
Yet there is nary a shadow of reverence
To the ends of this masterless land

負け路を歩くよ

makemichi wo aruku yo

So I shall walk the path of the defeated

屍の山を歩くものには
一踏み二踏みなお足りぬ
行く道来た道辿らせはせぬ
けして戻れぬ修羅の道

shikabane no yama wo aruku mono ni wa
hitofumi futafumi nao tarinu
yukumichi kitamichi tadorase wa senu
keshite modorenu shura no michi

To those who walk among mountains of corpses
Not a step nor two will ever be enough
For neither the path you seek nor the path home will you find
This road of carnage does not allow for one to return

覇ち道を歩けよ
……果てどなく。どこまで?

kachimichi wo aruke yo
……hatedo naku. dokomade?

But go on and walk the path of the victor!
……a road without end. But how far will you go?

われが束ねた無上の大地 そのまま全部持っていけ

ware ga tabaneta mujou no daichi sono mama zen’bu motteike

Go on and take the best lands which I gathered up, take them all!

世はかくも うつろい
捨つる神あり拾う神あり

yo wa kaku mo utsuroi
sutsuru kami ari hirou kami ari

Thus the world moves on
With some gods abandoned and others enshrined

外様のものの手で命あらんことを

tozama no mono no te de inochi aran’ koto wo

So I’ll pray, may your lives be guaranteed in the hands of an outsider.

されど これは
誰に働く狼藉なるか

saredo kore wa
dare ni hataraku rouzeki naru ka

But with that aside
As to who is on the receiving end of this outrage…

そを忘れることけして許しなどせぬ

so wo wasureru koto keshite yurushi nado senu

That I will never allow to be forgotten.

その簒奪者の名
永代永代永代恨んでやろう

sono kami no na
eidai eidai eidai uran’deyarou

Oh the name of that thieving god
Forever and ever and ever, I will resent

同じ口にて異なる名を呼ぶ
寿ぐ絆も空しく
昨日が如何にハレていようとも
明日の行方はつゆ知らず

onaji kuchi nite kotonaru na wo yobu
kotohogu kizuna mo munashiku
kinou ga ika ni hareteiyou tomo
asu no yukue wa tsuyu shirazu

For those same mouths to call out another’s name
The celebrated bonds we shared feel empty
No matter how fulfilling and festive yesterday may have been
One cannot possibly know what tomorrow will bring

負け犬の末路よ

makeinu no matsuro yo

This the fate of a loser.

護られるものの弱さ故に
常に寄らば大樹の陰
その祈りは誰が為のものか
倒々誰も知らぬまま

mamorareru mono no yowasa yue ni
tsune ni yoraba taiju no kage
sono inori wa dare ga tame no mono ka
toutou dare mo shiranu mama

Due to the weakness of ones who need protection
Always they flock to the side of the most powerful
For whom do they truly pray?
In the end no one knows.

勝利者に届くか
……そのものも いつまで?

shourisha ni todoku ka
……sono mono mo itsumade?

Will their prayers reach the victor?
……Perhaps, but for how long?

われが束ねた数多の信仰 そのまま全部投げ遣って

ware ga tabaneta amata no shin’kou sono mama zen’bu nageyatte

Go on and take all of the faith which I gathered, and throw it away

世はかくも うつろう
捨つる民あり拾う民あり

yo wa kakumo utsurou
sutsuru tami ari hirou tami ari

Thus the world moves on
With some people abandoned and others taken under wing

外様の者の手に命あらんことを

tozama no mono no te ni inochi aran’ koto wo

So I’ll pray, may your lives be guaranteed in the hands of an outsider.

されど それは
誰に働く忘恩なるか

saredo sore wa
dare ni hataraku boon’ naru ka

But with that aside
As to who is on the receiving end of this ungratefulness…

そを忘れることけして許しなどせぬ

so wo wasureru koto keshite yurushi nado senu

That I will never allow to be forgotten.

その背信者の名
永代永代永代呪ってやろう

sono uragirimono no na
eidai eidai eidai norotteyarou

Oh the names of those traitors
Forever and ever and ever, I will curse

病ませ 流行らせ 凶事の限り
草の根一つ生やさずなって
われが束ねた穢れを満たす
覚悟はいかなるものか?

yamase hayarase kyouji no kagiri
kusa no ne hitotsu hayasazu natte
ware ga tabaneta kegare wo mitasu
kakugo wa ikanaru mono ka?

Spreading sickness and disease, the utmost calamities
Not a single blade of grass will still grow
The impurities I’ve gathered up will fill the land
How prepared are you the quench them?

世はかくも うつろい
捨つる地もなし拾う天もなし

yo wa kaku mo utsuroi
sutsuru chi mo nashi hirou ten’ mo nashi

Thus the world moves on
But you cannot abandon the earth and flock to the sky for salvation

外様のモノの身に命あらんことを

tozama no mono no mi ni inochi aran’ koto wo

So I’ll pray, may your lives be guaranteed as those of an outsider.

生きて 贖え
けして滅びること叶わぬよう

ikite aganae
keshite horobiru koto kanawanuyou

Yes, live and repent
But may you not find peace in death

この名と供にして忘れられぬよう

kono na to tomo ni shite wasurerarenuyou

So that along with my name you shall never be forgotten

この天地の全て
永代永代永代永代永代永代永代永代永代祟ってやろう

kono ten’chi no subete
eidai eidai eidai eidai eidai eidai eidai eidai eidai tatatteyarou

Oh all heaven and earth
Forever and ever and ever
 and ever and ever and ever
  and ever and ever and ever
 I will haunt.

捻転プラネット // Nenten Planet

Schrodinger’s *Cat is my favorite track from Dr. Latency.

I can make no guarantees about whether I’ll translate much more from C91. The spring semester over here is about to start – but I just had to get in some Shinigiwa.

Please check out 褪色リアリティ // Taishoku Reality and 星屑デイドリーム // Hoshikuzu Daydream as well – they are both also on the album Dead Again.

Note:
These are transcribed lyrics, so there are probably some errors – not everything makes perfect sense.

連ねの “tsurane no” is probably not right. But it’s the closest thing I could come to that made psuedo-grammatical sense. It could also possibly be 空目の or 空での or something else entirely.

捻転プラネット
 Nenten Planet
 Twisting Planet
シュレディンガーの化猫|燕石博物誌
Vo: めらみぽっぷ, 千景
Arr: 衛☆星太郎
Circle: 死際サテライト
Album: Dead Again
Event: C91

不可測世界にある 確かなモノ

fukasokusekai ni aru tashika na mono

In an immeasurable world, some things are certain…

秘密の独白で 距離を縮めて
自由な思考回路から熟れる機会を

himitsu no dokuhaku de kyori wo chidjimete
jiyuu na shikoukairo kara ureru kikai wo

By confessing our secrets we close the distance between us
Gaining chances that take shape from a free thought process

空だって飛べるはず 君と一緒に
そんなの簡単でしょう 瞳を閉じて

sora datte toberu hazu kimi to issho ni
son’na no kan’tan’ deshou hitomi wo tojite

Together, we should be able to fly into the sky
It’ll be easy! Just close your eyes…

散りばめられた謎解き ページをめくるどきどきへ
地球はぐるぐる回り 全てが一つに

chiribamerareta nazotoki page wo mekuru dokidoki e
chikyuu wa guruguru mawari subete ga hitotsu ni

Unwinding puzzles, the excitement grows with each page
The world spins ’round and everything becomes one

流星の雨が降って
連ねの傘を差して
ふわり異次元の世界へと

ryuusei no ame ga futte
tsurane no kasa wo sashite
fuwari ijigen no sekai e to

Shooting stars rain down
So we open our umbrellas
and float towards another dimension

大地の声を聞いて
水の扉開いて
穏やかな光の遥か

daichi no koe wo kiite
mizu no tobira hiraite
odayaka na hikari no haruka

Listening to the voices of the earth
We open the floodgates
On into the distance filled with peaceful light

不可測世界にある 確かなモノ

fukasoku sekai ni aru tashika na mono

In an immeasurable world, some things are certain…

現在 過去 未来 この世とあの世
平行世界を結ぶ距離を探して

gen’zai kako mirai konoyo to anoyo
heikousekai wo musubu kyori wo sagashite

The present, the past, the future, our world and the afterlife
We look for the distance with which to tie together the parallel worlds

あの死んだ者達でしょう リアルが押し寄せてきても
地球はぐるぐる回り 全てが一つに

ano shin’da monotachi deshou real ga oshiyosetekitemo
chikyuu wa guruguru mawari subete ga hitotsu ni

Over there are people who have died, right? Even if reality closes in
The world spins ’round, and everything becomes one

流星の雨が降って
連ねの傘を差して
ふわり異世界空間へと

ryuusei no ame ga futte
tsurane no kasa wo sashite
fuwari isekaikuukan e to

Shooting stars rain down
So we open our umbrellas
and float towards another world

大地の声を聞いて
水の扉開いて
穏やかな光の彼方

daichi no koe wo kiite
mizu no tobira hiraite
odayaka na hikari no kanata

Listening to the voices of the earth
We open the floodgates
On into the distance filled with peaceful light

幾億光年の輝きへ

ikuoku kounen no kagayaki e

Out like the radiance over millions of light years

形のない世界に鮮やかな色をそら
物語の始まり 君と紡ぐ幻想

katachi no nai sekai ni azayaka na iro wo so-ra
monogatari no hajimari kimi to tsumugu gen’sou

In a world without form, we will bring brilliant colors
This is the beginning of a story, a fantasy I’ll weave with you

流星の雨が降って
連ねの傘を差して
ふわり異次元の世界へと

ryuusei no ame ga futte
tsurane no kasa wo sashite
fuwari ijigen no sekai e to

Shooting stars rain down
So we open our umbrellas
and float towards another dimension

大地の声を聞いて
水の扉を開いて
穏やかな光の彼方

daichi no koe wo kiite
mizu no tobira hiraite
odayaka na hikari no kanata

Listening to the voices of the earth
We open the floodgates
On into the distance filled with peaceful light

不可測世界にある 確かなモノ

fukasoku sekai ni aru tashika na mono

In an immeasurable world, some things are certain…

二人で

futari de

…when we are together,

空に近い場所 // Sora ni Chikai Basho

This song is brilliant, like a page out of some good NTR-fiction.

The narrator wakes up to a female friend having sex with them in bed.

To sum this up, this nightmare is a succubus, and the succubus is Kosuzu (according to the artwork).

The actual song doesn’t pin down the narrator as male or female (Akyuu), though there are hints that suggest it is female x female. Of course it can work either way.

空に近い場所
 Sora ni Chikai Basho
 A Place Close to the Sky
ジャバニーズサーガ|東方求聞史紀
Vocal: めらみぽっぷ
Arrangement/Lyrics: RD-Sounds
Circle: 凋叶棕
Album: 夢 -utsutsu-
Event: C90

「ねえ ごめんね。こんなことになって」と
その両目を潤ませ
あなたの手がそっと その震えを伝えて

“nee gomen’ ne. kon’na koto ni natte” to
sono ryoume wo urumase
anata no te ga sotto sono furue wo tsutaete

“I’m so sorry that it ended up this way,”
You say with tears in your eyes, and
Through your hands I can feel you shaking.

触れ合う手で 何かが伝わるの
何もかも押し付けて
それでもなおきっと 伝えきれないことを

fureau te de nanika ga tsutawaru no
nani mo ka mo oshitsukete
sore demo nao kitto tsutaekirenai koto wo

Can really anything be conveyed as our hands touch?
You’re pushing everything onto me
Yet I’m sure what you want to convey isn’t all reaching me

もう
いいとも いやとさえも 言えずにただ押し黙っては
感じる熱量だけ
もっともっともっと……高く。

mou
ii tomo iya to sae mo iezu ni tada oshidamatte wa
kan’jiru netsuryou dake
motto motto motto…… takaku.

No longer
Able to accept you or push you away, I stay silent
Just feeling the heat,
Rising higher and higher and… higher.

飛べない
私達には 空を 知る手立て無く

tobenai
watashi tachi ni wa sora wo shiru tedate naku

We cannot fly
We have no way of knowing the sky

それでも
あなたはこうして 私を求め続け

soredemo
anata wa koushite watashi wo motometsudzuke

Yet
The way you keep thirsting for me like this…

こうしていれば
まるで空を飛べるかというようにー。

koushiteireba
maru de sora wo toberu ka to iu you ni-.

When we’re like this
You look as though you feel you can fly…

擦れあうのは 互いの何処なのだろう
その口から零れる
小さな泡沫が 意識の飛沫となって

sureau no wa tagai no doko nano darou
sono kuchi kara koboreru
chiisa na utakata ga ishiki no himatsu to natte

What of our own parts are rubbing against one another?
Tumbling out of your mouth,
That fleeting foam bursts into a spray of consciousness

返す視線が あなたをどうさせるだろう
全て無駄だと知っても
せめてほんのわずか 甘く棘を挿すように

kaesu shisen’ ga anata wo dou saseru darou
subete muda da to shittemo
semete hon’no wazuka amaku toge wo sasu you ni

How will you react when I look back into your eyes?
Even though I know it will mean nothing
I cannot help but to inflict some pain, to prick you like a thorn

結局は
意味など無く 永遠に至ることもない
内なる想だけ
もっともっともっと……深く。

kekkyoku wa
imi nado naku eien’ ni itaru koto mo nai
uchi naru gen’sou dake
motto motto motto…… fukaku.

In the end,
This has no meaning, and nothing from it will last forever.
It is nothing but an internal fantasy
Driving deeper and deeper and… deeper.

飛べない
夜の何処かを 独り独り彷徨うばかり

tobenai
yoru no dokoka wo hitori hitori samayou bakari

We cannot fly.
We only wander the night, each of us alone.

それでも
わたしはどうして この身掻き抱かれて

soredemo
watashi wa doushite kono mi kakidakarete

Yet
The way you clutch at and cling to my body…

夢と現の
境目にいながらにして戸惑うー。

yume to utsutsu no
sakaime ni inagara nishite tomadou-.

I am lost as I
Stand on the boundary between dream and reality.

内なる願望
求めるものもわからずに
でも願うなら 次に会うときには いつも通りに

uchi naru nozomi
motomeru mono mo wakarazu ni
demo negau nara tsugi ni au toki ni wa itsumo doori ni

As for internal desires
Not even those that seek them really know them
But if I were to make one wish, it would be for us to act as if this never happened.

飛べない
「貴女」とでは どこにも 辿り着けない

tobenai
“anata” to de wa doko ni mo tadoritsukenai

We cannot fly.
There is nowhere that I can reach with you.

優しく
そっと視線だけ あなたを拒むように

yasashiku
sotto shisen’ dake anata wo kobamu you ni

Gently
With only my gaze I try to reject you

それでも
心のどこか あなたを受け入れるのは

sore demo
kokoro no doko ka anata wo ukeireru no wa

Yet
Somewhere in my heart I still accept you

飛びたい
そう思うこと きっと似ているのだろう

tobitai
sou omou koto kitto niteiru no darou

Perhaps
It’s because I too feel, in a way, that I want to fly

こうしていれば
きっと少しだけ 空の近くへー。

koushiteireba
kitto sukoshi dake sora no chikaku e-.

That when we’re like this
We are at least, somewhere closer to the sky…


301 // Sono Saki

I miss translating, I really do. I’ll try to work some more into my schedule soon.

Note:
A yojana is traditionally 12~15km.

301
 Sono Saki
 Further Ahead
広有怪鳥射事 ~ Till When?|東方妖々夢
Vocal: めらみぽっぷ
Arrangement/Lyrics: RD-Sounds
Circle: 凋叶棕
Album: 夢 -utsutsu-
Event: C90

その身体から伸びる影をして
私の全てより高く聳えている

sono karada kara nobiru kage wo shite
watashi no subete yori takaku sobieteiru

Taking the form of a shadow cast by that man
It stands higher than any and everything I am

その身より放つ威容は
難攻不落のごとく

sono mi yori hanatsu iyou wa
nan’koufuraku no gotoku

The majestic aura it released
Was like an impenetrable fortress

ありとあらゆる方向に
けして機を見出せない

ari to arayuru houkou ni
keshite ki wo miidasenai

Not from any angle could
I find a single opening

居合わせ
構え
この見 研ぎ澄ます
注ぐ視線の先
嘗て無い強敵に

iawase
kamae
sono ken togisumasu
sosogu shisen’ no saki
katsute nai kyouteki ni

We face each other
Swords at the ready
My senses sharpened
As I gaze upon an strong enemy
Unlike any I have ever faced

整える呼吸も痛く
沈黙ばかりが長く

totonoeru kokyuu mo itaku
chin’moku bakari ga nagaku

Even the breathing I ready is painful
As only silence drags on and on

あなたはけして語らない
ただ剣をして語るのみ

anata wa keshite kataranai
tada ken’ wo shite kataru nomi

You will not say a single word
But only speak through the sword

百度打ち合わせ
百度地を這って
尚 未だ 未熟

hyakudo uchiawase
hyakudo chi wo hatte
nao imada mijuku

A hundred times we clash
A hundred times I exert myself
Yet all that shows is my lack of skill

けれど立ち上がる 百一度目へと向けて さあ

keredo tachiagaru sono saki e to mukete saa

Still again I stand up and ready myself for the one hundred first time.

もういつまで
こうしているのだろう

mou itsumade
koushiteiru no darou

Just how much longer
Will I be caught up like this?

けして敵わぬ影は
無慈悲にも手を緩めない

keshite kanawanu kage wa
mujihi ni mo te wo yurumenai

I am no match for this shadow
Cruelly showing no sign of going easy on me

いつまで
せめて一太刀だけ

itsumade
semete hitotachi dake

How much longer?
If I could just land one strike…

それだけを一念に
また一閃く 意志はただ強靭く

sore dake wo ichinen’ ni
mata hirameku ishi wa tada tsuyoku

Focusing only on that one thought
If nothing else my will flashes strongly

昨日の自分より 弱いままでは居られない!

kinou no jibun’ yori yowai mama de wa irarenai!

I cannot stand to stay as weak as I was yesterday!

この手ずから雨の手応えを知り
道半ばにして空気に触れもして

kono tezukara ame no tegotae wo shiri
michinakaba ni shite kuuki ni fure mo shite

Through my own efforts I feel the resistance of the rain
Standing in the middle of this road, I take in the atmosphere

更なる世界への道は
未だ長く遠く先

saranaru sekai e no michi wa
imada nagaku tooku saki

This road that leads on to other and greater worlds
Is still long, extending far off into my future

あなたの見た世界などは
及びさえもつかない

anata no mita sekai nado wa
oyobi sae mo tsukanai

As for a world like the one you saw
I can’t even begin to imagine reaching it

三十 五十 二百と数えながら
きっとあなたでさえも長き道の途中かも

san’juu gojuu nihyaku to kazoenagara
kitto anata de sae mo nagaki michi no tochuu kamo

As I count thirty, fifty, two hundred…
I realize that even you too might still be walking down a long road

ここより先の世界は
自分で歩けというなら

koko yori saki no sekai wa
jibun’ de aruke to iu nara

If you mean to say that I should walk myself
If I want to reach new worlds

目の前の影でさえもう
道の一つに過ぎない

me no mae no kage de sae mou
michi no hitotsu ni suginai

Then even this shadow in front of me
May be nothing more than a road for me to take

辿る先は遠く
二百由旬を越えて
尚 未だ 遥か

tadoru saki wa tooku
nihyaku yujun’ wo koete
nao imada haruka

The destination I seek is far
Over two hundred yojana crossed
Yet it feels no closer

けれど足を踏む 二百一由旬目へと向けて さあ

keredo ashi wo fumu sono saki e to mukete saa

Still with each step I move on to cross the two hundred first.

でもいつまで
進めばいいのだろう

demo itsumade
susumeba ii no darou

But how much longer
Should I keep moving forward?

けして届かぬ影は
無慚にも容赦はしない

keshite todokanu kage wa
muzan’ ni mo yousha wa shinai

I can never catch up to this shadow
Showing me not a shred of mercy

いつまで
終わり無き道程

itsumade
owarinaki michinori

How much longer
Must I walk this neverending road?

ゆらぎかける思いが
影となって忍び寄る前に

yuragikakeru omoi ga
kage to natte shinobiyoru mae ni

But before my wavering thoughts
Become a shadow that creeps up upon me

明日の自分が 今より先にいると信じて!

ashita no jibun’ ga ima yori saki ni iru to shin’jite!

I believe that tomorrow I will be further along than I am today!

一年
一年
積み重ねてあなたを越えるまでに

hitotose
hitotose
tsumikasanete anata wo koeru made ni

One year
And another
They add up, until when I can surpass you

ならば走り出す 三百一年目へと向けて さあ

naraba hashiridasu sono saki e to mukete saa

So I’ll race on ahead towards the three hundred and first

そういつまで
かかるとしてにせよ

sou itsumade
kakaru to shite ni se yo

How much longer?
However long it takes

今は遠いままでも
この影へと立ち向かうまで

ima wa tooi mama demo
kono kage e to tachimukau made

Even if now that is still a long way off
Until I can stand against this shadow

いつまで
その思いを切伏せ

itsumade
sono omoi wo kirifuse

I will keep
Cutting my doubts away

けして迷うことなく
この両手を強く握って

keshite mayou koto naku
kono ryoute wo tsuyoku nigitte

Unwavering in these two hands
I tightly grip my sword

昨日の自分より 弱いままでは居られない!

kinou no jibun’ yori yowai mama de wa irarenai!

For I cannot stand to stay as weak as I was yesterday!