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水なき海を往く // Mizu Naki Umi wo Yuku

Rehabilitation.

水なき海を往く
 Mizu Naki Umi wo Yuku
 Crossing the Waterless Sea
夜のデンデラ野を逝く|蓮台野夜行
歌詞:Atori
梶迫小道具店 / Cajiva’s Gadget Shop

暗く長い森を越えて
水の無い海へと漕ぎ出そう
古き運命に縛られた
その瞳に星々を宿して

kuraku nagai mori wo koete
mizu no nai umi e to kogidasou
furuki sadame ni shibarareta
sono hitomi ni hoshiboshi wo yadoshite

Having crossed the long dark forest
She rows out into a waterless sea
Bound by an ancient fate
She harbors the stars in her eyes

昏く永い夜を越えて
孤独の向こう側へと踏み出そう
いつしか固く握り締めた
幼いままのその手を開いて

kuraku nagai yoru wo koete
kodoku no mukougawa e to fumidasou
itushika kataku nigirishimeta
osanaimama no sono te wo hiraite

Having crossed the long dark night
She steps out unto the lonely far shore
The hand she had clenched so tightly
She opens, letting go still young

懐かしい声が 紡いだ理
内に秘めて今 君の海へ

natsukashii koe ga tsumuida kotowari
uchi ni himete ima kimi no umi e

The reasoning, woven by that nostalgic voice
I hold secret inside of me now, as I head to your sea

暗く長い森を越えて
水の無い海へと漕ぎ出そう
古き運命に縛られた
その瞳に星々を宿して

kuraku nagai mori wo koete
mizu no nai umi e to kogidasou
furuki sadame ni shibarareta
sono hitomi ni hoshiboshi wo yadoshite

Having crossed the long dark forest
She rows out into a waterless sea
Bound by an ancient fate
She harbors the stars in her eyes

昏く永い夜を越えて
孤独の向こう側へと踏み出そう
いつしか固く握り締めた
幼いままのその手を開いて

kuraku nagai yoru wo koete
kodoku no mukougawa e to fumidasou
itushika kataku nigirishimeta
osanaimama no sono te wo hiraite

Having crossed the long dark night
She steps out unto the lonely far shore
The hand she had clenched so tightly
She opens, letting go still young

懐かしい声が 紡いだ理
内に秘めて今 君の海へ

natsukashii koe ga tsumuida kotowari
uchi ni himete ima kimi no umi e

The reasoning, woven by that nostalgic voice
I hold secret inside of me now, as I head to your sea

時計の内側に 秘められた思い
胸に抱いて今 君の元へ

tokei no uchigawa ni himerareta omoi
ude ni daite ima kimi no moto e

The feelings, held secret inside the clock
I embrace in my arms now, as I go to where you are

四番目物 「奈落唱」 // Yonbanmemono: Narakushou


Pure fury is a calm smile.

The fourth act of a traditional Noh play is either categorized as 雑能 (zatsunou “etc. Noh”) or 物狂能 (Insanity Noh), this being the latter. The latter type has two types, and depict either a woman or man going insane.

Reminder that at least one of the sources of Junko’s fury is the murder of her child.

I did “anger” instead of “fury” because I just didn’t like the way it sounded when I read it out for some reason.

I accidentally messed up and excluded an entire stanza when I first posted this, but it is fixed now.

四番目物 「奈落唱」
 Yonbanmemono: Narakushou
 The 4th Act: Hell Choir
ピュアヒューリーズ ~ 心の在処|東方紺珠伝
Vocals: Φ串Φ
Arrange+Lyrics: RD-Sounds
Circle: 凋叶棕
Album: 伝 -tsutae-
Event: C91

おお
おお

oh~oh
oh~oh

けして終わらぬ 螺旋を描いて
因果は因果 名前さえなく

keshite owaranu rasen’ wo egaite
in’ga wa in’ga namae sae naku

Drawing a spiral without end
Karma is as it is, without a name

いつまででも 怨み続け
いつまででも 憎み続け

itsumade demo uramitsudzuke
itsumade demo nikumitsudzuke

Without end I will spur on my resentment
Without end I will spur on my hatred

嗚呼

aa

Ah…

教えてやろう
数多ある感情 それら全てを
ひとつひとつ消し去っていって

oshieteyarou
amata aru kan’jou sorera subete wo
hitotsu hitotsu keshisatteitte

I’ll let you in on secret
When you take all of your many emotions
And extinguish them one by one…

そうしていつか
消え果てた感情
その最後に残る純粋な思いとは何か

soushite itsuka
kiehateta kan’jou
sono saigo ni nokoru jun’sui na omoi to wa nani ka

Eventually
When all those emotions have died out
What pure emotion do you think is left behind in the end?

「怒り」というのだ

“ikari” to iu no da

It is “anger”.

声が聞こえ来る
向こう岸から 呼ぶあの声
その声の主を
誰が忘れられよう

koe ga kikoekuru
mukougishi kara yobu ano koe
sono koe no aruji wo
dare ga wasurerareyou

I can hear a voice
A voice calling from yonder shore
The voice of whom?
Who could ever forget?

腕手の温もりを
柔肌の確かさを
覚えている 覚えているだろう いつまでも

kainade no nukumori wo
yawahada no tashikasa wo
oboeteiru oboeteiru darou itsumademo

The warmth in my arms
The certainty of your soft skin
I remember, and I shall forever and ever

嗚呼 この世界へと
産声を高く上げ
その在った証だけを この心に刻んで

aa kono sekai e to
ubugoe wo takaku age
sono atta akashi dake wo kono kokoro ni kizan’de

Ah… When you came
Crying and screaming into this world
I take those memories as proof, and carve them into my heart

宿す影よ 形なき影
けして果てなきよう

yadosu kage yo katachi naki kage
keshite hatenakiyou

Oh shadows, shapeless shadows within me
May you never, ever be extinguished

そう
   ただ消えぬ愛のその果ての思い
そう
  ただある慈の果ての思い
そう
 その面影に向けさえする思い
そう
純なる思いはどこまで

sou
   tada kienu ai no sono hate no omoi
sou
  tada aru itsukushimi no hate no omoi
sou
 sono omokage ni muke sae suru omoi
sou
jun’ naru omoi wa doko made

For
   This emotion is simply the finality of an unextinguished love
For
  This emotion is naught but the finality of affection
For
 This emotion could even be said to face your vestiges
For
This pure emotion is ever so…

おまえが 愛しい

omae ga itoshii

You are so precious

 おまえが 恋しい

 omae ga koishii

 As much as I…

――ほどに。

–hodo ni.

–miss you I…

だから
聞かせてやろう
いかほども言葉をつむぐ事無く
ただ思いの混り気の無く

dakara
kikaseteyarou
ikahodo mo kotoba wo tsumugu koto naku
tada omoi wo majirike no naku

So…
I shall let you hear
Without stringing together a number of words
But by conveying my pure emotion and nothing else

永遠にさえ
たどり着くことまで叶う程にも
純然たる思いとは何か

eien’ ni sae
tadoritsuku koto made kanau hodo nimo
jun’zen’ taru omoi to wa nani ka

An emotion
So pure that it may reach on into eternity
What pure emotion is this you ask?

「怒り」と呼ぶのだ

“ikari” to yobu no da

We call it “anger”.

この眼の前に
今も立っているのに であるのに
触れることさえも出来ぬ幻を抱く

kono manako no mae ni
ima mo tatteiru no ni de aru no ni
fureru koto sae mo dekinu maboroshi wo idaku

Despite that right before my eyes
You are standing… You are there…
You are but an illusion I cannot even touch

袖を濡らす
涙ももはや乾き果てて尚
泣いている 泣いているのだ いつまでも

sode wo nurasu
namida mo mohaya kawakihatete nao
naiteiru naiteiru no da itsumademo

My sleeves were wet
With tears that have long since tried up
But even so I still cry, I am crying, and will always be

嗚呼 この心の中
その面影の限り
その心のごとく おまえはそう永遠に

aa kono kokoro no naka
sono omokage no kagiri
sono kokoro no gotoku omae wa sou eien’ ni

Ah, within my heart
As long as your vestiges are here
In this heart you too will forever be

故に
この名に背負うのなら
純なる思いに任せては

yue ni
kono na ni seou no nara
jun’naru omoi ni makasete wa

Thus
As long as I must carry this name
Shall I not entrust myself to this pure emotion?

我が愛しきもの
その影でさえもう

wa ga nikurashiki mono
sono kage de sae mou

My beloved despised…
Even the shadow of what you were is

たとい影よ 思い果てつも
けして果てなきよう

tatoi kage yo omoihatetsumo
keshite hatenakiyou

<em>Oh shadow, even if you tire of me
May you never be extinguished

そう
   ただ恨むために恨み続けるは
そう
  ただ憎むために憎み続けよう
そう
 ただ生きるために生き続けること

sou
   tada uramu tame ni uramitsudzukeru wa
sou
  tada nikumu tame ni nikumitsudzukeyou
sou
 tada ikiru tame ni ikitsudzukeru koto

As
   I continue to resenting only for resentment’s sake
So
  Shall I continue to hate only for hatred’s sake
For
 Continuing to live only for life’s sake

心は奈落へ堕ちても

kokoro wa naraku e ochitemo

Even if it means my heart descends into hell

そう
   奈落に咲く奈落の花のように
そう
  奈落で歌う奈落の歌のように
そう
 奈落に在って奈落に身を浸す

sou
   naraku ni saku naraku no hana no you ni
sou
  naraku de utau naraku no uta no you ni
sou
 naraku ni atte naraku ni mi wo hitasu

My heart
   will blossom in hell like a hell blossom
My heart
  will sing in hell like a hellsong
My heart
 in hell will soak itself in it

ただ怒りの潰えぬままに

tada ikari no tsuienu mama ni

As my anger is and will never be extinguished

狂言「夜聞」 // Kyogen: Yogiki

夜聞 is a non-standard pairing, and has several possible readings. I chose Yogiki over other possibilities such as “yabun”.

“Kyogen” is a “farce” a short play used as an interlude in a large scale Noh performance. Kyogen may also be standalone and are associated with Kabuki, but as this is in the context of Noh, I translated the title prefix as “Interlude:”

狂言「夜聞」
 Kyogen: Yogiki
 Interlude: Listening in the Night
永夜抄 ~ Eastern Night|東方永夜抄
Vocal: めらみぽっぷ
Arrange+Lyrics: RD-Sounds
Circle: 凋叶棕
Album: 伝 -tsutae-
Event: C91

そっと耳澄ます
静寂に身を重ねて

sotto mimi sumasu
seijaku ni mi wo kasanete

Listen quietly
Become one with the silence

けして聞こえぬもの
今なら聞こえてこよう

keshite kikoenu mono
ima nara kikoetekoyou

That which can never be heard
In this very moment, can be

遥か 遠く

haruka tooku

Far off in the distance

そっと空掴む
滑り落ちてゆく闇

sotto sora tsukamu
suberiochiteyuku yami

Gently grasp the sky
Feel the darkness slip through

いつか遠くに見た
麗しきその姿

itsuka tooku ni mita
uruwashiki sono sugata

That beautiful form
I once saw far away

思い 描く

omoi egaku

I picture in my mind

――今宵
永き夜をして
得体の知れない モノどもと

-koyoi
nagaki yoru wo shite
etai no shirenai monodomo to

-This night
This long and endless night
Together with unfathomable beings

あなたは――

anata wa-

You…

聞きたい
あなたの息遣いが

kikitai
anata no ikidzukai ga

I want to hear
I want to hear your breathing

聞きたい
あなたの花開くのが

kikitai
anata no hana hiraku no ga

I want to hear
I want to hear your flower blossoming

聞きたい
あなたの空を踏むのが

kikitai
anata no sora wo fumu no ga

I want to hear
I want to hear you stepping into the sky

聞きたい
あなたの纏う幻想が

kikitai
anata no matou gen’sou ga

I want to hear
I want to hear the fantasy you cloak yourself in

そうして、夜のほとりをひとり 舞い踊るものよ。

soushite, yoru no hotori wo hitori maiodoru mono yo.

Yes you, oh you who dances alone on the night shore

夜が
暴かれきってしまったのなら
きっと 照らされてしまうから

yoru ga
abakarekitteshimatta no nara
kitto terasareteshimau kara

If the night
Were to be to be completely exposed
I am sure light would be shown upon you

夜の
どこか
あなたの姿がみえない
空を介して

yoru no
doko ka
anata no sugata ga mienai
sora wo kai shite

Somewhere
In the night
I cannot see you
But through the sky

あなたと
同じ空気に触れては

anata to
onaji kuuki ni furete wa

As I touch
The same air which you touch

あなたと
同じ闇に身を重ね

anata to
onaji yami ni mi wo kasane

I become
One with the same darkness as you

あなたと
同じ空を掴み取る

anata to
onaji sora wo tsukamitoru

I grasp
The same sky you do

あなたの
声をこの夜に聞こうとして

anata no
koe wo kono yoru ni kikou to shite

I listen
Into the night to hear your voice

だから

dakara

And so…

聞こえる
あなたの息遣いが

kikoeru
anata no ikidzukai ga

I hear
I hear your breathing

聞こえる
あなたの花開くのが

kikoeru
anata no hana hiraku no ga

I hear
I hear your flower blossoming

聞こえる
あなたの空を踏むのが

kikoeru
anata no sora wo fumu no ga

I hear
I hear you stepping into the sky

聞こえる
あなたの纏う幻想が

kikoeru
anata no matou gen’sou ga

I hear
I hear the fantasy you cloak yourself in

今 こんなにも

ima kon’na ni mo

Right now, so clearly…

そうして、夜のほとりにひとり 咲き誇るものよ。

soushite, yoru no hotori ni hitori sakihokoru mono yo.

Yes you, oh you who blossoms alone on the night shore.

二番目物 「祟神」 // Nibanmemono: Tatarigami

Moriya Suwako (riku (wana))

It’s been a while since I’ve touched anything RD.

I absolutely love the piano in this song.

Also the snark. There is so much snark.

Notes:
Act 2 in a five part Edo-Style Noh Performance is traditionally about a characters descent into war, destruction or mayhem, and features as its protagonist either the victor or the loser. In this case it is the loser.

The second reading of sky is the I Ching equivalent (䷀ = 乾).
 Normally the symbol means dryness and drought in Japanese.
The second reading of earth is the I Ching equivalent (䷁ = 坤).

うらましき should probably be うらめしき, but considering adjective construction patterns it doesn’t feel all that off.

“捨つる神あり拾う神あり”
 Is a form of “捨てる神あり拾う神あり” which is a proverb taken to mean “While there are gods who may abandon you, there are also gods who will save you.” == “When one door closes another one opens.” However, as this song is sung from the perspective of a god, the context changes, and (with help from the fact that the subject/object relationship is ambiguous in this form) the phrase can just as easily mean: “While there are some gods abandoned, there are also gods who are acquired.”

The “in the end” adverb uses 倒, which is uncommon and leads me to the image of questioning and killing tons of people for the answer until no one is left. But that may be just me.

There are three types of the “So I’ll pray…”

The first one is “in/by one hands” as in “you’re in good hands” like someone’s taking care of you.
The second one is “in ones hands” as literally in one’s hands, and is more controlling.
The third one is you -belong- like items to another and I wish life upon you.

This variation is enacted by the way もの is written (もの、者、モノ) and then the particle (で、に) then the change of hand (手) to body (身).

A line was bothering me so I made a small fix (2017/01/22 01:40)

二番目物 「祟神」
 Nibanmemono: Tatarigami
 Act 2: Curse God
明日ハレの日、ケの昨日|東方風神録
Vocals: めらみぽっぷ
Arrange+Lyrics: RD-Sounds
Circle: 凋叶棕
Album: 伝 -tsutae-
Event: C91

そら乾のどこまでも
紅柄色の雨が降る

sora sora no dokomademo
benigarairo no ame ga furu

From all about the sky, the sky above
The rain falls a rusty red

ちも坤もどこまでも
鉄錆た色の土を踏む

chi mo chi mo dokomademo
tetsusabitairo no tsuchi wo fumu

All over the earth, the earth as well
Upon a rust red soil I tread

勝った負けたは世の倣いならば
従う他に路もなく

katta maketa wa yo no narai naraba
shitagau hoka ni michi mo naku

It is a way of the world to separate the victorious from the defeated.
As such, there is no other path for me to follow.

しかしその数多のうらましきごと
このままで済まされようか?

shikashi sono amata no uramashikigoto
kono mama de sumasareyou ka?

Be that as it may, must I stand by and allow
The injustices done upon me go unsettled?

茜さす空の色は高く
稲穂は重く頭垂れ
しかるに敬うもののかげなく
主なき大地の果に

akane sasu sora no iro wa takaku
inaho wa omoku koube tare
shikaru ni uyamau mono no kage naku
aruji naki daichi no hate ni

The glow of the sunset sky reaches high
As the ears of harvest rice droop low
Yet there is nary a shadow of reverence
To the ends of this masterless land

負け路を歩くよ

makemichi wo aruku yo

So I shall walk the path of the defeated

屍の山を歩くものには
一踏み二踏みなお足りぬ
行く道来た道辿らせはせぬ
けして戻れぬ修羅の道

shikabane no yama wo aruku mono ni wa
hitofumi futafumi nao tarinu
yukumichi kitamichi tadorase wa senu
keshite modorenu shura no michi

To those who walk among mountains of corpses
Not a step nor two will ever be enough
For neither the path you seek nor the path home will you find
This road of carnage does not allow for one to return

覇ち道を歩けよ
……果てどなく。どこまで?

kachimichi wo aruke yo
……hatedo naku. dokomade?

But go on and walk the path of the victor!
……a road without end. But how far will you go?

われが束ねた無上の大地 そのまま全部持っていけ

ware ga tabaneta mujou no daichi sono mama zen’bu motteike

Go on and take the best lands which I gathered up, take them all!

世はかくも うつろい
捨つる神あり拾う神あり

yo wa kaku mo utsuroi
sutsuru kami ari hirou kami ari

Thus the world moves on
With some gods abandoned and others enshrined

外様のものの手で命あらんことを

tozama no mono no te de inochi aran’ koto wo

So I’ll pray, may your lives be guaranteed in the hands of an outsider.

されど これは
誰に働く狼藉なるか

saredo kore wa
dare ni hataraku rouzeki naru ka

But with that aside
As to who is on the receiving end of this outrage…

そを忘れることけして許しなどせぬ

so wo wasureru koto keshite yurushi nado senu

That I will never allow to be forgotten.

その簒奪者の名
永代永代永代恨んでやろう

sono kami no na
eidai eidai eidai uran’deyarou

Oh the name of that thieving god
Forever and ever and ever, I will resent

同じ口にて異なる名を呼ぶ
寿ぐ絆も空しく
昨日が如何にハレていようとも
明日の行方はつゆ知らず

onaji kuchi nite kotonaru na wo yobu
kotohogu kizuna mo munashiku
kinou ga ika ni hareteiyou tomo
asu no yukue wa tsuyu shirazu

For those same mouths to call out another’s name
The celebrated bonds we shared feel empty
No matter how fulfilling and festive yesterday may have been
One cannot possibly know what tomorrow will bring

負け犬の末路よ

makeinu no matsuro yo

This the fate of a loser.

護られるものの弱さ故に
常に寄らば大樹の陰
その祈りは誰が為のものか
倒々誰も知らぬまま

mamorareru mono no yowasa yue ni
tsune ni yoraba taiju no kage
sono inori wa dare ga tame no mono ka
toutou dare mo shiranu mama

Due to the weakness of ones who need protection
Always they flock to the side of the most powerful
For whom do they truly pray?
In the end no one knows.

勝利者に届くか
……そのものも いつまで?

shourisha ni todoku ka
……sono mono mo itsumade?

Will their prayers reach the victor?
……Perhaps, but for how long?

われが束ねた数多の信仰 そのまま全部投げ遣って

ware ga tabaneta amata no shin’kou sono mama zen’bu nageyatte

Go on and take all of the faith which I gathered, and throw it away

世はかくも うつろう
捨つる民あり拾う民あり

yo wa kakumo utsurou
sutsuru tami ari hirou tami ari

Thus the world moves on
With some people abandoned and others taken under wing

外様の者の手に命あらんことを

tozama no mono no te ni inochi aran’ koto wo

So I’ll pray, may your lives be guaranteed in the hands of an outsider.

されど それは
誰に働く忘恩なるか

saredo sore wa
dare ni hataraku boon’ naru ka

But with that aside
As to who is on the receiving end of this ungratefulness…

そを忘れることけして許しなどせぬ

so wo wasureru koto keshite yurushi nado senu

That I will never allow to be forgotten.

その背信者の名
永代永代永代呪ってやろう

sono uragirimono no na
eidai eidai eidai norotteyarou

Oh the names of those traitors
Forever and ever and ever, I will curse

病ませ 流行らせ 凶事の限り
草の根一つ生やさずなって
われが束ねた穢れを満たす
覚悟はいかなるものか?

yamase hayarase kyouji no kagiri
kusa no ne hitotsu hayasazu natte
ware ga tabaneta kegare wo mitasu
kakugo wa ikanaru mono ka?

Spreading sickness and disease, the utmost calamities
Not a single blade of grass will still grow
The impurities I’ve gathered up will fill the land
How prepared are you the quench them?

世はかくも うつろい
捨つる地もなし拾う天もなし

yo wa kaku mo utsuroi
sutsuru chi mo nashi hirou ten’ mo nashi

Thus the world moves on
But you cannot abandon the earth and flock to the sky for salvation

外様のモノの身に命あらんことを

tozama no mono no mi ni inochi aran’ koto wo

So I’ll pray, may your lives be guaranteed as those of an outsider.

生きて 贖え
けして滅びること叶わぬよう

ikite aganae
keshite horobiru koto kanawanuyou

Yes, live and repent
But may you not find peace in death

この名と供にして忘れられぬよう

kono na to tomo ni shite wasurerarenuyou

So that along with my name you shall never be forgotten

この天地の全て
永代永代永代永代永代永代永代永代永代祟ってやろう

kono ten’chi no subete
eidai eidai eidai eidai eidai eidai eidai eidai eidai tatatteyarou

Oh all heaven and earth
Forever and ever and ever
 and ever and ever and ever
  and ever and ever and ever
 I will haunt.

捻転プラネット // Nenten Planet

Schrodinger’s *Cat is my favorite track from Dr. Latency.

I can make no guarantees about whether I’ll translate much more from C91. The spring semester over here is about to start – but I just had to get in some Shinigiwa.

Please check out 褪色リアリティ // Taishoku Reality and 星屑デイドリーム // Hoshikuzu Daydream as well – they are both also on the album Dead Again.

Note:
These are transcribed lyrics, so there are probably some errors – not everything makes perfect sense.

連ねの “tsurane no” is probably not right. But it’s the closest thing I could come to that made psuedo-grammatical sense. It could also possibly be 空目の or 空での or something else entirely.

捻転プラネット
 Nenten Planet
 Twisting Planet
シュレディンガーの化猫|燕石博物誌
Vo: めらみぽっぷ, 千景
Arr: 衛☆星太郎
Circle: 死際サテライト
Album: Dead Again
Event: C91

不可測世界にある 確かなモノ

fukasokusekai ni aru tashika na mono

In an immeasurable world, some things are certain…

秘密の独白で 距離を縮めて
自由な思考回路から熟れる機会を

himitsu no dokuhaku de kyori wo chidjimete
jiyuu na shikoukairo kara ureru kikai wo

By confessing our secrets we close the distance between us
Gaining chances that take shape from a free thought process

空だって飛べるはず 君と一緒に
そんなの簡単でしょう 瞳を閉じて

sora datte toberu hazu kimi to issho ni
son’na no kan’tan’ deshou hitomi wo tojite

Together, we should be able to fly into the sky
It’ll be easy! Just close your eyes…

散りばめられた謎解き ページをめくるどきどきへ
地球はぐるぐる回り 全てが一つに

chiribamerareta nazotoki page wo mekuru dokidoki e
chikyuu wa guruguru mawari subete ga hitotsu ni

Unwinding puzzles, the excitement grows with each page
The world spins ’round and everything becomes one

流星の雨が降って
連ねの傘を差して
ふわり異次元の世界へと

ryuusei no ame ga futte
tsurane no kasa wo sashite
fuwari ijigen no sekai e to

Shooting stars rain down
So we open our umbrellas
and float towards another dimension

大地の声を聞いて
水の扉開いて
穏やかな光の遥か

daichi no koe wo kiite
mizu no tobira hiraite
odayaka na hikari no haruka

Listening to the voices of the earth
We open the floodgates
On into the distance filled with peaceful light

不可測世界にある 確かなモノ

fukasoku sekai ni aru tashika na mono

In an immeasurable world, some things are certain…

現在 過去 未来 この世とあの世
平行世界を結ぶ距離を探して

gen’zai kako mirai konoyo to anoyo
heikousekai wo musubu kyori wo sagashite

The present, the past, the future, our world and the afterlife
We look for the distance with which to tie together the parallel worlds

あの死んだ者達でしょう リアルが押し寄せてきても
地球はぐるぐる回り 全てが一つに

ano shin’da monotachi deshou real ga oshiyosetekitemo
chikyuu wa guruguru mawari subete ga hitotsu ni

Over there are people who have died, right? Even if reality closes in
The world spins ’round, and everything becomes one

流星の雨が降って
連ねの傘を差して
ふわり異世界空間へと

ryuusei no ame ga futte
tsurane no kasa wo sashite
fuwari isekaikuukan e to

Shooting stars rain down
So we open our umbrellas
and float towards another world

大地の声を聞いて
水の扉開いて
穏やかな光の彼方

daichi no koe wo kiite
mizu no tobira hiraite
odayaka na hikari no kanata

Listening to the voices of the earth
We open the floodgates
On into the distance filled with peaceful light

幾億光年の輝きへ

ikuoku kounen no kagayaki e

Out like the radiance over millions of light years

形のない世界に鮮やかな色をそら
物語の始まり 君と紡ぐ幻想

katachi no nai sekai ni azayaka na iro wo so-ra
monogatari no hajimari kimi to tsumugu gen’sou

In a world without form, we will bring brilliant colors
This is the beginning of a story, a fantasy I’ll weave with you

流星の雨が降って
連ねの傘を差して
ふわり異次元の世界へと

ryuusei no ame ga futte
tsurane no kasa wo sashite
fuwari ijigen no sekai e to

Shooting stars rain down
So we open our umbrellas
and float towards another dimension

大地の声を聞いて
水の扉を開いて
穏やかな光の彼方

daichi no koe wo kiite
mizu no tobira hiraite
odayaka na hikari no kanata

Listening to the voices of the earth
We open the floodgates
On into the distance filled with peaceful light

不可測世界にある 確かなモノ

fukasoku sekai ni aru tashika na mono

In an immeasurable world, some things are certain…

二人で

futari de

…when we are together,

悪夢の果てに見るユメ // Akumu no Hate ni Miru Yume

The “hidden” track from 夢 -utsutsu-.

Sumireko wakes up in a hospital bed, gasping for breath.

She wishes to be free of her dreams to fully give up on them so that she may be free, though those dreams don’t wish to let her go.

As the song progresses she begins to contradict herself, and in the very last line she ends up asking for what she has spent the rest of the song trying to distance herself from.

Sumireko wakes up in a hospital bed, gasping for breath.

Weeping.

悪夢の果てに見るユメ
 Akumu no Hate ni Miru Yume
 A Dream Dreamt In the Depths of a Nightmare
見た事も無い悪夢の世界|東方紺珠伝
ラストオカルティズム ~ 現し世の秘術師|東方深秘録
Vocal: nayuta
Arrange/Lyrics: RD-Sounds(凋叶棕)
Guitar: 光収容(光収容の倉庫)
Circle: 凋叶棕
Album: 夢 -utsutsu-
Event: C90

――一体ここは何処なのだろう。
連続しない現実は。
人はそれを夢と呼ぶ。
だけれど。

–ittai koko wa doko nano darou.
ren’zoku shinai gen’jitsu wa.
hito wa sore wo yume to yobu.
dakeredo.

–Where is this place, after all?
This discontinuous reality,
Is what we would call dreams,
Yet

         現実は一つしかない。

gen’jitsu wa hitotsu shika nai

There is only one reality.

その身に起こる全ては
一つの魂を介して
その身体を遍く満たし
そして『現実』となる

sono mi ni okoru subete wa
hitotsu no kokoro wo kaishite
sono karada wo amaneku mitashi
soshite “gen’jitsu” to naru

Everything that happens to me,
As experienced through my singular soul,
Fills my body completely,
Becoming my “reality”.

私がどこにいて
         何を見ようとも
ここが『現実』だと
         信じる他にない

watashi ga doko ni ite
nani wo miyou tomo
koko ga “gen’jitsu” da to
shin’jiru hoka ni nai

Wherever I am
Whatever I see
I have no choice but to believe
That this is “reality”.

――私にはユメがあった。
翔けるは見知らぬ世界。
息の詰まる日常を。
抜け出し。

–watashi ni wa yume ga atta.
kakeru wa mishiranu sekai.
iki no tsumaru nichijou wo.
nukedashi.

–I once had a dream,
Of racing through an unknown world,
Of escaping from my suffocating
Day to day life.

         誰も知らない世界へと。

dare mo shiranai sekai e to.

Into a world no one had ever before known.

けれどあの世界の全ては
終わりの無い悪夢として
この魂を遍く満たし
そして『現実』となる

keredo ano sekai no subete wa
owari no nai akumu to shite
kono kokoro wo amaneku mitashi
soshite “gen’jitsu” to naru

But that world and everything about it
Was nothing but an endless nightmare
Which filled my soul completely
Becoming my “reality”.

私の在る場所
         夢になどでなく
この現実にこそ
         見出すために

watashi no aru basho
yume ni nado de naku
kono gen’jitsu ni koso
miidasu tame ni

The place where I belong
Is not in any dream,
But in reality, so
In order to find it…

   ――もしも願いが叶うのなら。
      もう二度と。
  悪しき幻想など見ないように。

–moshimo negai ga kanau no nara
mou nido to.
ashiki yume nado minai you ni.

–If I could have any wish granted,
I would wish that never again
I would ever see such wicked delusions.

  縋りたい、この希望に、けれど。
それを『悪夢』と呼ぶと、私は知っている!

sugaritai, kono kibou ni, keredo.
sore wo “akumu” to yobu to, watashi wa shitteiru!

Though I still wish to cling to old hopes,
I know that they really are nothing but “nightmares”!

      だから、今。
  この手で全て否定すること。

dakara, ima.
kono te de subete hitei suru koto.

So now,
Of my own accord I will deny everything.

 ――悪夢の果てに見るユメとして。

–akumu no hate ni miru yume to shite.

–As nothing but a dream dreamt in the depths of a nightmare.

――私にはユメがある。
小さな、ささやかなユメ。
この幻想を手放して
そうして。

–watashi ni wa yume ga aru.
chiisa na, sasayaka na yume.
kono gen’sou wo tebanashite
soushite.

–I have a dream.
A small and modest dream.
That I would let go of delusion,
and so…

         私の今を取り戻す。

watashi no ima wo torimodosu.

Take back my present.

あの世界で得た全てが
私を縛る楔となり
その全てが遍く満ちて
そして『現実』となる

ano sekai de eta subete ga
watashi wo shibaru kusabi to nari
sono subete ga amaneku michite
soshite “gen’jitsu” to naru

Everything that I “gained” in that world
Was nothing but a chain to tie me down.
All of which covered me completely
Becoming my “reality”.

けしてしまうため
       もうもどらないよう
あのゆめのせかいなど
         こわしてしまえ

keshite shimau tame
mou modoranai you
ano yume no sekai nado
kowashiteshimae

So that I could but a certain end to it
So that I might never return
I could want for nothing more than
That dream world to crumble

  ――そう一つずつ積み重ねる。
     この全てを。
  否定するべき言葉たちを。

–sou hitotsuzutsu tsumikasaneru.
kono subete wo.
hitei surubeki kotobatachi wo.

–Yes, one after the other again and again
I will say these words.
Denying anything and everything about it.

   解き放つ、この魂を、だから
  けして終わることのない幻想など
      いらない!

tokihanatsu, kono kokoro wo, dakara
keshite owaru koto no nai yume nado
iranai!

I will open up my soul to say
That never would I ever wish for
A neverending dream.

      自問い続ける。
   その幻想が壊れるまでに。

toitsudzukeru.
sono yume ga kowareru made ni

Until the delusions collapse I
Affirm to myself again and again.

 ――悪夢の果てに見るユメとして。

-akumu no hate ni miru yume to shite.

–It was nothing but a dream dreamt in the depths of a nightmare.

       夢を見る。
      安らかなる夢
  ――それは或いは、現実なのか?

yume wo miru.
yasuraka naru yume
–sore wa arui wa, gen’jitsu nano ka?

I dream.
A tranquil dream.
–Or is perhaps, this reality?

  ――現実と夢が狂わぬように。
       今度こそ。
  本当の現実を見るために――。

–yume to gen’jitsu ga kuruwanu you ni.
kon’do koso.
hon’tou no yume wo miru tame ni-.

I pray I do not mistake readreamslity for drerealityams,
So that this time for sure,
I can witness a true readreamlity.

   夢には、ユメなどない、だから。
 現実という名のユメを、抱きしめ続ける!

utsutsu ni wa yume nado nai, dakara.
yume to iu na no yume wo, dakishimetsudzukeru!

In the drerealam world, there is no such thing as dreams, so.
I will embrace that dream we call readreamslity!

      どうか。嗚呼。
    この夢が続くのならば。

dou ka. aa.
kono gen’jitsu ga tsudzuku no naraba.

Please, ah…
If this drerealityam is to continue…

 ――悪夢の果てに見る夢となるように。

–akumu no hate ni miru yume no naru you ni.

–At least may it be a dream dreamt in the depths of a nightmare…

空に近い場所 // Sora ni Chikai Basho

This song is brilliant, like a page out of some good NTR-fiction.

The narrator wakes up to a female friend having sex with them in bed.

To sum this up, this nightmare is a succubus, and the succubus is Kosuzu (according to the artwork).

The actual song doesn’t pin down the narrator as male or female (Akyuu), though there are hints that suggest it is female x female. Of course it can work either way.

空に近い場所
 Sora ni Chikai Basho
 A Place Close to the Sky
ジャバニーズサーガ|東方求聞史紀
Vocal: めらみぽっぷ
Arrangement/Lyrics: RD-Sounds
Circle: 凋叶棕
Album: 夢 -utsutsu-
Event: C90

「ねえ ごめんね。こんなことになって」と
その両目を潤ませ
あなたの手がそっと その震えを伝えて

“nee gomen’ ne. kon’na koto ni natte” to
sono ryoume wo urumase
anata no te ga sotto sono furue wo tsutaete

“I’m so sorry that it ended up this way,”
You say with tears in your eyes, and
Through your hands I can feel you shaking.

触れ合う手で 何かが伝わるの
何もかも押し付けて
それでもなおきっと 伝えきれないことを

fureau te de nanika ga tsutawaru no
nani mo ka mo oshitsukete
sore demo nao kitto tsutaekirenai koto wo

Can really anything be conveyed as our hands touch?
You’re pushing everything onto me
Yet I’m sure what you want to convey isn’t all reaching me

もう
いいとも いやとさえも 言えずにただ押し黙っては
感じる熱量だけ
もっともっともっと……高く。

mou
ii tomo iya to sae mo iezu ni tada oshidamatte wa
kan’jiru netsuryou dake
motto motto motto…… takaku.

No longer
Able to accept you or push you away, I stay silent
Just feeling the heat,
Rising higher and higher and… higher.

飛べない
私達には 空を 知る手立て無く

tobenai
watashi tachi ni wa sora wo shiru tedate naku

We cannot fly
We have no way of knowing the sky

それでも
あなたはこうして 私を求め続け

soredemo
anata wa koushite watashi wo motometsudzuke

Yet
The way you keep thirsting for me like this…

こうしていれば
まるで空を飛べるかというようにー。

koushiteireba
maru de sora wo toberu ka to iu you ni-.

When we’re like this
You look as though you feel you can fly…

擦れあうのは 互いの何処なのだろう
その口から零れる
小さな泡沫が 意識の飛沫となって

sureau no wa tagai no doko nano darou
sono kuchi kara koboreru
chiisa na utakata ga ishiki no himatsu to natte

What of our own parts are rubbing against one another?
Tumbling out of your mouth,
That fleeting foam bursts into a spray of consciousness

返す視線が あなたをどうさせるだろう
全て無駄だと知っても
せめてほんのわずか 甘く棘を挿すように

kaesu shisen’ ga anata wo dou saseru darou
subete muda da to shittemo
semete hon’no wazuka amaku toge wo sasu you ni

How will you react when I look back into your eyes?
Even though I know it will mean nothing
I cannot help but to inflict some pain, to prick you like a thorn

結局は
意味など無く 永遠に至ることもない
内なる想だけ
もっともっともっと……深く。

kekkyoku wa
imi nado naku eien’ ni itaru koto mo nai
uchi naru gen’sou dake
motto motto motto…… fukaku.

In the end,
This has no meaning, and nothing from it will last forever.
It is nothing but an internal fantasy
Driving deeper and deeper and… deeper.

飛べない
夜の何処かを 独り独り彷徨うばかり

tobenai
yoru no dokoka wo hitori hitori samayou bakari

We cannot fly.
We only wander the night, each of us alone.

それでも
わたしはどうして この身掻き抱かれて

soredemo
watashi wa doushite kono mi kakidakarete

Yet
The way you clutch at and cling to my body…

夢と現の
境目にいながらにして戸惑うー。

yume to utsutsu no
sakaime ni inagara nishite tomadou-.

I am lost as I
Stand on the boundary between dream and reality.

内なる願望
求めるものもわからずに
でも願うなら 次に会うときには いつも通りに

uchi naru nozomi
motomeru mono mo wakarazu ni
demo negau nara tsugi ni au toki ni wa itsumo doori ni

As for internal desires
Not even those that seek them really know them
But if I were to make one wish, it would be for us to act as if this never happened.

飛べない
「貴女」とでは どこにも 辿り着けない

tobenai
“anata” to de wa doko ni mo tadoritsukenai

We cannot fly.
There is nowhere that I can reach with you.

優しく
そっと視線だけ あなたを拒むように

yasashiku
sotto shisen’ dake anata wo kobamu you ni

Gently
With only my gaze I try to reject you

それでも
心のどこか あなたを受け入れるのは

sore demo
kokoro no doko ka anata wo ukeireru no wa

Yet
Somewhere in my heart I still accept you

飛びたい
そう思うこと きっと似ているのだろう

tobitai
sou omou koto kitto niteiru no darou

Perhaps
It’s because I too feel, in a way, that I want to fly

こうしていれば
きっと少しだけ 空の近くへー。

koushiteireba
kitto sukoshi dake sora no chikaku e-.

That when we’re like this
We are at least, somewhere closer to the sky…