まざりあうせかい // Mazariau Sekai

One more…

まざりあうせかい (U7731-1152308-329305923)
 Mazariau Sekai
 Worlds Bleed Together
夢と現の境界|夢違科学世紀
禁忌の膜壁|燕石博物誌
Vo: めらみぽっぷ
Arr+Lyr: RD-Sounds
Circle: 凋叶棕
Album: △ -tetra-
Event: C99

揺蕩う。
それは脆くしかし強固く

tayutau.
sore wa moroku shikashi tsuyoku

Drifting…
Fragile, yet strong…

揺らめく。
決して結ばれぬファンタジィ

yurameku.
kesshite musubarenu fantasy

Swaying…
Fantasies, never realized…

とろけるような。
自他の隔て

torokeru you na.
jita no hedate

Formlessly bewitching…
Lay the wall between other and self…

ひびわれて
せめぎあうそのはて
夢と現のたわいあわい
Z対領域の拡散
究極の真実が横たわる

hibiwarete
semegiau sono hate
yume to utsutsu no tawai awai
zettai domain no diffusion
kyuukyoku no shin’jitsu ga yokotawaru

Fractured,
Each side vies for dominance until
Dreams and reality collide into obscurity
Diffusing across domains meant to be absolute
Where by the wayside lies ultimate truth

誰もが抱える 不安を隠した 心 最奥に
そっと疵をつけ 爪を剥き出しにして 引き摺り出す

dare mo kakaeru fuan’ wo kakushita kokoro oku ni
sotto kizu wo tsuke tsume wo mukidashi ni shite hikizuridasu

Deep in one’s heart, where everyone hides away their fears and anxieties
You seek to open a small fissure, bearing your claws to rip free what was hidden

越えてはならないその一線に 踏みとどまるように手を引いても
あなたはこの手を振り払って 何処までも進んでいってしまうの

koete wa naranai sono issen’ ni fumitodomaru you ni te wo hittemo
anata wa kono te wo furiharatte doko made mo susun’de itteshimau no

As you stand on the edge of that knife, I reach out again and again to stop you
But you break free from my grasp — Will you always march on ahead and leave me behind?

あなただけが進んでしまって いつか私はお払い箱なの
あちらに目を向けるあなたを 理解できなくなる前に

anata dake ga susun’de shimatte itsuka watashi wa oharaibako nano
achira ni me wo mukeru anata wo rikai dekinakunaru mae ni

The way you always march on ahead of me — Am I fated to be tossed aside one day?
Something else always seems to catch your eye, our days of understanding numbered, failing

 知り得ない 知り得ない あなたが

shirienai shirienai anata ga

I cannot comprehend you…

まざりあう≪常識/非常識≫は
こんな薄っぺらい防壁で隔てられていたのに

mazariau sekai wa
kon’na usupperai image de hedaterareteita no ni

Worlds of sense and nonsense bleed together…
Though they were once held apart by the faintest imagined separation…

たった一つの真実さえ
いったい何を拠り所にしていいの?

tatta hitotsu no shin’jitsu sae
ittai nani wo yoridokoro ni shite ii no?

Now not a single truth remains…
What left have we to cling to?

微かに。
零れ落ちずにいる記憶

kasuka ni.
koboreochizu ni iru kioku

Faintly…
Memories remain unspilled…

本物。
覚えがある まぼろしと なる

nisemono.
oboe ga aru maboroshi to naru

Fakes…
Perceptions unto phantasms…

ひとりよがりに。
空を抱いては

hitoriyogari ni.
kuu wo daite wa

Selfishly…
Upon embracing the vacuum…

かつて
歌われる子守歌
死人に塗れたマザーグース
秒で変わるヨ
愛と憎しみのアマルガム

katsute
utawareru komoriuta
shinin’ ni nureta mother goose
byou de kawaru fukashigi no days
ai to nikushimi no amalgam

A once sung
Lullaby is recalled:
Mother Goose bathed in corpses
Nonsensical days changing by the second
In an amalgamation of love and hate

無限の心音に溺れゆく小さな自分がわらうこえ
もうなにもこわがることはないのね?

mugen’ no oto ni oboreyuku chiisa na ego ga warau koe
mou nani mo kowagaru koto wa nai no ne?

Drowning in the infinite cacophony of heartbeats, the tiny ego can only laugh
We have nothing, nothing left to fear, have we!?

ゆれてゆれてとけてしまう
あなたの かお も たましいも
もう そのなにもかも おもいだせないの

yurete yurete toketeshimau
anata no kao mo tamashii mo
mou sono nani mo ka mo omoidasenai no

Swaying back and forth, melting
I cannot remember, I cannot remember
Nothing of your face, nothing of your soul!

まざりあう≪常識/非常識≫は
どれほど大切なものを守っていたのでしょう

mazariau sekai wa
dore hodo taisetsu na mono wo mamotteita no deshou?

Worlds of sense and nonsense bleed together…
How precious were the secrets of the world? I wonder…

たった一つの真実さえ
けしてそのままにしておけなかったのね

tatta hitotsu no shin’jitsu sae
keshite sono mama ni shite okenakatta no ne

Enough that you could not let
A single truth among them be, I see…

そうよ 傍にいながらにして
他者こそがいつだって最大の非常識

sou yo soba ni inagara ni shite
tasha koso ga itsudatte saidai no hijoushiki

So be it then! Existing beside you as I am now, I see
Existing as another is the most nonsensical thing of all!

けれどその境界さえももう
ヒトという全ての愚かしさとともに

keredo sono kabe sae mo mou
hito to iu subete no orokashisa to tomo ni

But we need not fret, not a boundary remains!
Gone are they, along with all humanity’s idiocies!

さあ
夢でいましょう
幻想でいましょう
不確かな泡沫のあわいに

saa
yume de imashou
yume de imashou
futashika na utakata no awai ni

Now,
Let us exist in dreams
Let us exist in fantasies
Let us be like foam on the water…

終わりもなく始まりもない
ただの夢へとなりましょう

owari mo naku hajimari mo nai
tada no yume e to narimashou

Without end and without beginning
Let us become no more than a dream…

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