初恋リセット // Hatsukoi Reset

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初恋リセット
 Hatsukoi Reset
 First Love Reset
Vocal: Mitsuki
Voices: 小倉唯
Arrangement: ピクセルビー
Lyrics: 少女病
Album: 創傷クロスライン Sousyou Crossline
Circle: 少女病
Event: C82

『五年間の記憶をなくしてしまったカナリアは、
 その幼さも五年前戻っていて……。
 そのころはシグとも出会っていない、記憶の巻き戻し現象。
 もちろん淡い恋心もはじめから
 存在しなかったかのようにリセットされていて』

gonen’kan’ no kioku wo nakushiteshimatta canaria wa,
sono osanasa mo gonen’mae modotteite…….
sono koro wa sig to mo deatteinai, kioku no makimodoshi gen’shou.
mochiron’ awai koigokoro mo hajimekara
son’zai shinakatta ka no you ni reset sareteite


Canaria, having lost her memories of the past five years,
Returned to the mental state of a girl five years younger…
With her memories rewound to a time before she had even met Sig,
Her love for him was gone in a complete reset,
As if it had never existed at all.

「ねぇ、何か悲しいことがあったの?お兄ちゃん」

nee, nanika kanashii koto ga atta no? oniichan’

‘Did something happen? Why do you look so sad, big brother?’

『戸惑うばかりの少年を無邪気に兄扱いして笑うその姿は、
 紛れもないカナリアなのに』

tomadou bakari no shounen’ wo mujaki ni ani atsukai shite warau sono sugata wa,
magire mo nai canaria na no ni


Sig was shocked by the way she approached him with an innocent smile as if he were her brother,
Even more so because he could not deny she really was Canaria

あどけない少女は 屈託なく笑って
愛しく思っても 上手く甘く抱きしめられない

adokenai shoujo wa kuttakunaku waratte
itoshiku omottemo umaku amaku dakishimerarenai

Sig watched as Canaria laughed free of worry or care
Though he still loved her, he could not bring himself to embrace her

隠すように零した溜息に
彼女は悲しそうにして
「キミのせいじゃない」
かける声も ただ虚しく響いた

kakusu you ni koboshita tameiki ni
kanojo wa kanashisou ni shite
“kimi no sei ja nai”
kakeru koe mo tada munashiku hibiita

Though Sig tried to hide his feelings
He would catch her looking worriedly at him
“It’s not your fault,” he’d say,
But he knew those words were empty

覚えているかな?
背中合わせで気持ちの答え合わせをしたね
忘れてるかな 一方的な感情のリセットか
いつだってキミはズルいよーーーー

oboeteiru ka na?
senaka awase de kimochi no kotaeawase wo shita ne
wasureteru kana ippouteki na kan’jou no reset ka
itsudatte kimi wa zurui yo—-

Do you remember when
We confirmed our feelings for each other, as we stood back to back?
Have you forgotten? Or is this some kind of one-sided emotional reset?
You’re always like this, it’s not fair…

離れずいるのに 置いていかれたみたいで
戸惑いは晴れない 最低到底受け入れられない

hanarezu iru no ni oiteikareta mitai de
tomadoi wa harenai saiteitoutei ukeirerarenai

Though Canaria was always with him, it felt as if he had been left behind
His mess of feelings would never untangle, he could not accept this reality

共有してきたもの何もかも ぽっかりと失われてた
でも時々見せる仕草やクセは 間違いなくキミでさ

kyouyuu shitekita mono nani mo ka mo pokkari to ushinawareteta
demo tokidoki miseru shigusa ya kuse wa machigainaku kimi de sa

Everything they had shared together was lost, leaving only a void inside of him
Even so, every now and then Canaria would show signs she had not changed as a person

二人の立場がもしも逆なら
キミなら ねぇ、どうしているだろう?
脳裏に浮かぶキミは笑ってごまかしてばっかりだ
いつだってそれじゃん ズルいよーーーー

futari no tachiba ga moshimo gyaku nara
kimi nara nee, doushiteiru darou?
nouri ni ukabu kimi wa waratte gomakashite bakkari da
itsu datte sore jan’ zurui yo—-

What if our roles were reversed?
What would you have done in my place?
I imagine you’d smile, brushing off your pain
You’re always like this, it’s not fair…

肝心なとこで弱気だ いい加減怒られそうだな
リセットされたならまたやり直したらいい
きっとそう言うんだろう?

kan’jin’ na toko de yowaki da ii kagen’ okoraresou da na
reset sareta nara mata yarinaoshitara ii
kitto sou iun’ darou?

You’re always weak when it comes to these things — and I’ve had it.
“If we’ve been reset, all we have to do is start over.”
I bet that’s what you’d say.

覚えているかな?
背中合わせで気持ちの答え合わせをした日
キミは後出しばかりで僕を ただ待って確かめて
いつだってキミはズルかった ーーーーそうだろう?

oboeteiru ka na?
senakaawase de kimochi no kotaeawase wo shita hi
kimi wa atodashi bakari de boku wo tada matte tashikamete
itsudatte kimi wa zurukatta —- sou darou?

Do you remember when
We confirmed our feelings for each other, as we stood back to back?
You always waited for me before you made your own move
You were always like that, it’s not fair, is it?

『カナリアに起きた不思議な現象は記憶のことだけではなかった。
 いつまでも眠気がこないといい、
 その日から一切の睡眠を取らなくなっていて……。
 たとえ記憶を失っても、彼女は彼女。
 思い出また作っていけばいい、と少年は自らに言い聞かせる。
 最初は兄でもいい。それでも近くにいられるなら。
 そしてーーーいつかはまた、恋人同士のようになれたなら……』

canaria ni okita fushigi na gen’shou wa kioku no koto dake de wa nakatta.
itsumade mo nemuke ga konai to ii,
sono hi kara issai no suimin’ wo toranakunatteite…….
tatoekioku wo ushinattemo, kanojo wa kanojo.
omoide mata tsukutteikebaii, to shounen’ wa mizukara ni iikikaseru.
saisho wa ani demo ii. soredemo chikaku ni irareru nara.
soshite — itsuka wa mata, koibito doushi no you ni nareta nara……


Canaria’s strange memory loss was not the only change that came over her.
Saying she didn’t feel sleepy,
Canaria had not slept once since that fateful day…
Though she had lost her memories, Canaria was still the same person.
Sig kept telling himself that all they needed was to make new memories.
Even if he had to play the role of her brother in the beginning, as long as he could be close to her…
Then one day, perhaps they could become lovers again…

「もう、また何か考え事?眠れるまで……遊んでほしいな?」

“mou, mata nani ka kan’gaegoto? nemureru made…… ason’de hoshii na?”

“What are you doing, lost in thought again? I wish you’d play with me… at least until you fall asleep.”

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