Archive for May 24th, 2017

パラノイドガール // Paranoid Girl

Hi.

Mental health.

パラノイドガール
 Paranoid Girl
ラストリモート|東方地霊殿
Vocal: めらみぽっぷ
Arrange+Lyrics: RD-Sounds
Circle: 凋叶棕
Album: 虚 -utsuro-
Event: C91

あなたたちはいつだって
隠し事してばかり
その心に疚しい言葉を隠し持って

anatatachi wa itsudatte
kakushigoto shite bakari
sono kokoro ni yamashii kotoba wo kakushimotte

You all are always
Always hiding things
Concealing your guilty conscience in your hearts

どんな気持ちでいようと
お決まりの笑顔だけ
その表面に貼り付けて

don’na kimochi de iyou to
okimari no egao dake
sono omote ni haritsukete

No matter what you really feel
You always paste that
Same false smile on your faces

どうしてそんな嘘をつくの?
みんなわたしで遊んでいるの??
わたしがどういうモノなのかを 知りながら!

doushite son’na uso wo tsuku no?
min’na watashi de ason’deiru no??
watashi ga dou iu mono nanoka wo shirinagara!

Why would you tell such a lie?
Is everyone here just playing with me??
You all know, you know just what I am!

嗚呼
我慢ならない 偽りの声
無責任な言葉だけが木霊する
あなたたちはそれをごまかすのでしょう
けれどこれら全ての声――知っているのよぜんぶ!

aa
gaman’ naranai itsuwari no koe
musekinin’ na kotoba dake ga kodama suru
anatatachi wa sore wo gomakasu no deshou
keredo korera subete no koe – shitteiru no yo zen’bu!

Ah!
I can’t stand these lying voices
Irresponsible words echoing back and forth
Of course you all would just deny it
But all of your inner voices – I know them well, yes every one!

――私には聞こえるのよ。
はじめは虚ろに響く声
次第に強さを増すその声
わたしを蔑む無数の声
けして止まらない!

-watashi ni wa kikoeru no yo.
hajime wa utsuro ni hibiku koe
shidai ni tsuyosa wo masu sono koe
watashi wo sagesumu musuu no koe
keshite tomaranai!

-I can hear them, you see?
In the beginning it was like echoes in an empty room
But they kept growing in strength, all of those voices
Countless voices, all of them mocking me!
And it never ends!!

道傍の小石を
蹴っ飛ばすときみたいに
相手の気持ちなど何も感じないくらいに

michibata no koishi wo
kettobasu toki mitai ni
aite no kimochi nado nani mo kan’jinai kurai ni

The same way you kick a pebble
Off the side of the road
You all aren’t concerned for the way I feel, not at all

そんな誹謗中傷を浴びせて
そんな罵詈雑言をぶつけて
よくも平気でいられるのね

son’na kotoba wo abisete
son’na kotoba wo butsukete
yokumo heiki de irareru no ne

Despite the way you shower me with slander
Despite the way you beat me with verbal abuse
I’m almost impressed how it doesn’t pain you at all!

わたしのことを嗤っているでしょう?
心の奥で蔑んでいるでしょう??
わたしがどれほど傷ついてるか 知りもせず!

watashi no koto wo waratteiru deshou?
kokoro no oku de sagesun’deiru deshou??
watashi ga dorehodo kizutsuiteiru ka shiri mo sezu!

You’re laughing at me aren’t you?
Mocking me deep in your heart aren’t you??
Without even an attempt to think about how I feel!

嗚呼
どうして私だけこんな目に
数え切れない悪意に曝されて
あなたたちはずっと黙っているけど
けれど”これらすべての声”――気のせいなはずがないわ!

aa
doushite watashi dake kon’na me ni
kazoekirenai akui ni sarasarete
anatatachi wa zutto damatteiru kedo
keredo “korera subete no koe” – ki no sei na hazu ga nai wa!

Ah
Why does it have to be me?
Why do I have to be exposed to such malice?
None of you are raising a single word aloud, but
All of these voices I hear – There is no way this can all be in my head!!

ほらぎりぎしと軋ませるよに
ほらぐじゅくじゃと掻き混ぜるよに
ほらがらがたと騒いで回る
私の頭の中を

hora girigishi to kishimaseru yo ni
hora gujyukuja to kakimazeru yo ni
hora garagata to sawaide mawaru
watashi no atama no naka wo

Your words grip and grate
Your words crush and stir
Your words tumble and clamour
Making a mess of my brain

私のことを疎ましがらないで
私のことを毛嫌いしないで
私のことを掻き毟らないで
私を放っておいて!

watashi no koto wo utomashigaranaide
watashi no koto wo kegirai shinaide
watashi no koto wo kakimushiranaide
watashi wo houtteoite!

Don’t treat me with such disgust!
Don’t be so prejudiced against me!
Don’t tear and rip at me this way!
Just leave me alone!!!

聴きたくない
 笑っていたい 聞こえてしまう
         笑えない

kikitakunai
 waratteitai
  kikoeteshimau
   waraenai

I don’t want hear you
 I just want to laugh and be happy
  But I can’t help but hear you
   And so I just, I just can’t!

嗚呼
きっとあなたも私のことを
それを思うことだけでも恐ろしい
けして耐え切れない 出来損ないなの
そうよ――こんなものもって生まれて あなたのようになれはしない!!

aa
kitto anata mo watashi no koto wo
sore wo omou koto dake demo oroshii
keshite taekirenai dekisokonai nano
sou yo – kon’na mono motte umarete anata no you ni nare wa shinai!!

Ah
You, I bet you’re thinking things about me too
Just the possibility is enough to frighten me
I’m a broken being that cannot even withstand recognition
Yes, you see – I was born this way and I can never be like you, never!!

嗚呼
盲目の笑顔 それさえ遠く
虚ろな視線を虚空に彷徨わせ
パラノイドガール 心殺して
今日も聞こえ来る妄想の限り
けして笑う事無く

aa
moumoku no egao sore sae tooku
utsuro a shisen’ wo kokuu ni samayowase
paranoid girl kokoro koroshite
kyou mo kikoekuru mousou no kagiri
keshite warau koto naku

Ah
So, with a blind and distant smile
Letting her empty gaze drift in the void
This paranoid girl killed her heart
And as long as she still hears those phantom voices
She will never, never feel joy

イマココ // Ima Koko (Tsuki ga Kirei Opening Theme)

Akane is a brave girl and she is better than all of us.

イマココ
 Ima Koko
 Right Here Right Now
月がきれい OP / Tsuki ga Kirei OP
東山奈央 / Touyama Nao
WEST GROUND

なんとなく頭の中で君が 離れなくなっていたんだ

nan’to naku atama no naka de kimi ga hanarenakunatteitan’ da

You know I… just can’t seem to get out you of my head anymore…

途切れ途切れの会話だねいつも
息も吐き出せないほどの鼓動
目が合った瞬間にまた何かが胸をつらぬいてゆく 今

togire togire no kaiwa dane itsumo
iki mo hakidasenai hodo no kodou
me ga atta shun’kan’ ni mata nanika ga mune wo tsuranuiteyuku ima

Whenever we talk it’s in bits and fragments, isn’t it?
My heart is always racing so much it’s hard to breathe
When our eyes meet, the way we are right now…
 I feel as if something has pierced right through my heart again

大好きな人が今ここにいるいるんだよ
最高の毎日は恋のパレパレード
近づきたい 誰よりも君に今今以上
会いたくて会いにゆく 笑顔また見つけにゆくよ

daisuki na hito ga ima koko ni iru – irun’ da yo
saikou no mainichi wa koi no para – parade
chikadzukitai dare yori mo kimi ni ima – ima ijou
aitakute ai ni yuku egao mata mitsuke ni yuku yo

The person I love is right here, right now – you are
Every day is so wonderful it’s like a – a love parade
I want now to be closer to you, more than anyone else – more than I am now
I want to see you, I’m going to see you – I’m going to find that smile yet again

教室の隅で笑った君は 今すべてのものの中で光る
初めてつないだ手 嵐のようなうねりが駆けめぐる 今

kyoushitsu no sumi de waratta kimi wa ima subete no mono no naka de hikaru
hajimete tsunaida te arashi no you na uneri ga kakemeguru ima

I remember you laughing in the corner of our classroom
 Right now, you shine brighter than anything else to me
I remember when we first held hands together
 Right now, this feeling races around me like a storm

何度でも君だけに僕は恋恋する
知るほどに加速する恋のスピスピード
ありのまま伝えたい なのになぜなぜだろう
どうしようもなくいつも不器用になる僕がいるよ
どうして?

nan’do demo kimi dake ni boku wa koi – koi suru
shiru hodo ni kasoku suru koi no spe – speed
ari no mama tsutaetai nanoni naze – naze darou
doushiyou mo naku itsumo bukiyou ni naru boku ga iru yo
doushite?

Over and over again in you and in you alone I fall – fall in love
This love, the more I experience it the more – the more it accelerates
I want to tell you exactly how I feel, but – but why I wonder
Why do I always end up not being able to express myself?
Why?

まだ僕ら未完成で始まったばかりの未来
春も夏も秋も冬もいつも一緒にいたい
どこにいるの?何しているの?誰のことを想っているの?
行け 行け 行け 今
行け 行け 行け 行け

mada bokura mikan’sei de hajimatta bakari no mirai
haru mo natsu mo aki mo fuyu mo itsumo issho ni itai
doko ni iru no? nani shiteiru no? dare no kot wo omotteiru no?
ike ike ike ima
ike ike ike ike

We’re still incomplete, and this future of ours has just begun
I want to be with you always: through spring, summer, fall and winter
Where are you? What are you doing? Who are you thinking of?
Let’s go! Let’s go! Let’s go! Right now!
Let’s go! Let’s go! Let’s go! Let’s go!

大好きな人が今ここにいるいるんだよ
最高の毎日は恋のバレバレード
近づきたい 誰よりも君に今今以上
会いたくて会いにゆく 笑顔また見つけにゆくよ

daisuki na hito ga ima koko ni iru – irun’ da yo
saikou no mainichi wa koi no para – parade
chikadzukitai dare yori mo kimi ni ima – ima ijou
aitakute ai ni yuku egao mata mitsuke ni yuku yo

The person I love is right here, right now – you are
Every day is so wonderful it’s like a – a love parade
I want now to be closer to you, more than anyone else – more than I am now
I want to see you, I’m going to see you – I’m going to find that smile yet again