All Alone

Requested by: alv

All Alone
ハルトマンの妖怪少女|東方地霊殿
Vocal: WeatherH
Rap+Rap Lyrics: Magia Cult
Arrange+Lyrics+Screams: やーぱん
Circle: Clockworks Tracer
Album: Return to Forsetia
Event: 例大祭12

I’m all alone

目を背ける度 感じる独り
積み重ねる程 磨り減る痛み

me wo somukeru tabi kan’jiru hitori
tsumikasaneru hodo suriheru itami

The loneliness I feel, every time you look away from me
Is a pain that builds up with every layer scraped away

お前に俺の何が解る 閉ざした心にハエがたかる
未だに過去の日々にすがるが閉ざした瞳が全て語る
誰からも知れず見えず癒えぬ消えぬ
むしろそこに居ないとさえ言える
嘆いている声よ救いさえ言えず狂い咲け

(yo) omae ni ore no nani ga wakaru tozashita kokoro ni hae ga takaru
imada ni kako no hibi ni sugaru ga tozashita hitomi ga subete kataru
dare kara mo shirezu miezu ienu kienu
mushiro soko ni inai to sae ieru
nageiteiru koe yo sukui sae iezu kuruizake

What do you think you know about me!? Flies swarm around my closed heart
I still cling to the days of the past, but my closed eye tells everything
Unknown to all, unseen, unhealed and unvanishing
You could say I’m not really even here
Lamentations, you may offer no salvation, but may you blossom in madness

跡形もなく砕け散る 信じた願いの欠片
分かち合えない言の葉の陰を見えない刺が刺すようで

atokata mo naku kudakechiru shin’jita negai no kakera
wakachiaenai koto no ha no kage wo mienai toge ga sasu you de

The fragments of wishes I believed in shatter into nothingness
As I feel as if invisible thorns pierce me through shadows of words exchanged, not understood

心閉ざすように 褪せゆく瞳
手探りのままに 捧げる祈り

kokoro tozasu you ni aseyuku hitomi
te saguri no mama ni sasageru inori

My eyes fade, the heart behind them closing
Prayers I lift up, I do with hands groping blind

寂しさを埋める術など 此処に在りはしない

sabishisa wo umeru sube nado koko ni ari wa shinai

There is no method here to fill in what loneliness has taken

己が胸の中に残る 信じた願いの欠片
分かち合えない時間の流れも繋いでもう一度、今
虚しさを抱えるだけで何も変わりはしないから
茨の道を踏み出した一歩 只少しだけでも傍へ

ono ga mune no naka ni nokoru shin’jita negai no kakera
wakachiaenai jikan’ no nagare mo tsunaide mou ichido, ima
munashisa wo kakaeru dake de nani mo kawari wa shinai kara
ibara no michi wo fumidashita ippo tada sukoshi dakedemo soba e

The fragments of wishes we believed in, left in our hearts
Connecting the flows of time passed but not understood, once again I’ll…
Nothing will ever change if I cling only to my loneliness, so
I’ll take a step down this path of thorns, if only to be a little closer to you

進んでく秒針はまるで鉄格子 自責が囲む全方位
削れてく良心に自己嫌悪が連動し やがて絶望に
救い主の声は俺に届くか それとも俺を殺すか
延ばす手は徒労か無駄に思うが
(それでも)独りぼっちは、寂しいもんな
(だから)もう一度その愛を信じてみようか

susun’deku byoushin’ wa maru de tetsukoushi jiseki ga kakomu zen’houi
kezureteku ryoushin’ ni jikoken’o ga ren’dou shi yagate zetsubou ni
sukuinushi no koe wa ore ni todoku ka sore tomo ore wo korosu ka
nobasu te wa torou ka muda ni omou ga
(soredemo) hitoribocchi wa, sabishii mon’ na
(dakara) mou ichido sono ai wo shin’jitemiyou ka

The advancing second hand is like a prison’s bars, self blame surrounding me on all sides
Wittled further away by my conscious, I’m accompanied by self hate and fall into despair
Will the voice of a savior reach me, or are they instead here to kill me?
Is reaching my hand out in vain? Even if it’s useless, I…
(Even so…) It hurts to be all alone
(So…) Shall I believe in love, just one more time?

…信じてみようか

…shin’jitemiyou ka

…just one more time?

We’re all alone

今も胸の中に残る 信じた願いの欠片
分かち合えない言の葉の陰もその眼でもう一度、今
閉ざした心と心は遠く離れたままでも
二人寄り添い集めた希望を未だ見ぬ空に託して

ima mo mune no naka ni nokoru shin’jita negai no kakera
wakachiaenai koto no ha no kage mo sono me de mou ichido, ima
tozashita kokoro to kokoro wa tooku hanareta mama demo
futari yorisoi atsumeta kibou wo imada minu sora ni takushite

The fragments of wishes we believed in, still left in our hearts
With these eyes, through the shadows of words exchanged, not understood, once more I’ll…
Even though our closed hearts are as far away from each other as ever before
I’ll leave the hope we two gathered to ourselves together, for future skies

Now I’m turning back the long way to home for lone hearts

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