YuYuKo will EaT YoU

In other news Syrufit nails what it’s like to be emo.

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emo.
東方妖恋談｜東方夢時空
Vocal+Lyrics: 市松椿
Arrange: Syrufit
Circle: Syrup Comfiture
ALbum: White Clear
Event: C82

それはどこかに繋がるトンネル
覗いた先に光はなくて
ただ闇雲に手探りのまま
ここは何処かと思考をめぐらせ

sore wa dokoka ni tsunagaru tunnel
nozoita saki ni hikari wa nakute
tada yamikumo ni tesaguri no mama
koko wa dokoka to shikou wo megurase

Down a tunnel that leads some place or another
With no light as far as I can see
Through the darkness I search with my hands
Wondering just where it is I’ve gone

螺旋階段くるくる上って
向こうに見えた私の背中
鏡に映る自分は全て
ありのままでそこにいる

rasen’kaidan’ kurukuru nobotte
mukou ni mieta watashi no senaka
kagami ni utsuru jibun’ wa subete
ari no mama de soko ni iru

I climb a spiral staircase round and round
And see my see my own back ahead of me
Myselves I see in the mirror are all
There just as they always are –

それなのに何故いつも見失ってしまうのだろう
目の前に虚像だけに縋り生きているの
透明な感情にこそ真実が宿っていると
分かってる　分からない　でたらめに空つかんだ

sore nano ni naze itsumo miushinatteshimau no darou
me no mae ni kyozou dake ni sugari ikiteiru no
toumei na kan’jou ni koso shin’jitsu ga yadotteiru to
wakatteru wakaranai detarame ni sora tsukan’da

But then why is it I’m always losing sight of myself?
I only live clinging to empty images before my eyes.
“It is in transparent emotions that the truth is found.”
Yes, I know – But no, I don’t! I swipe the air in front of me.

ほら　さかさまに　落ちる
上昇して地に辿り着いた
まだ鏡像の中で　利き腕を見失っている
ほら　さかさまに　落ちる
苦しいのに　涙を忘れた
鮮烈な衝動を　かくさないで　なくさないで

hora sakasama ni ochiru
joushou shite chi ni tadoritsuita
mada kyouzou no naka de kikiude wo miushinatteiru
hora sakasama ni ochiru
kurushii no ni namida wo wasureta
sen’retsu na shoudou wo kakusanaide nakusanaide

And now I’m falling upside down
By rising, I reach up to the ground
My good arm still lost inside a mirror image
And now I’m falling upside down
It’s painful, but I’ve forgotten my tears
Don’t hide my brilliant impulses, don’t lose them!

それはどこかに繋がるトンネル
ずいぶん先に進んだけれど
白と黒との間はきっと
段階的な無限の明暗

sore wa dokoka ni tsunagaru tunnel
zuibun’ saki ni susun’dakeredo
shiro to kuro to no aida wa kitto
dan’kaiteki na mugen’ no meian’

Down a tunnel that leads some place or another
I’ve wandered on for quite some time but
In the gap between white and black is surely
A levelled but endless contrast

螺旋階段くるくる下って
最後の段で追いつく背中
押して落としてしまえるのなら
そのまま死ぬのだろうね

rasen’kaidan’ kurukuru kudatte
saigo no dan’ de oitsuku senaka
oshite otoshiteshimaeru no nara
sono mama shinu no darou ne

I descend a spiral staircase round and round
And at the final step having caught up
I wonder if I go ahead and shove my own back
I’ll fall down and die just like that –

それなのに何故いつか叶うと夢みるのだろう
顧みることもせずに憧れ募らせて
本当の自分のこともっと見えなくなってくの
分かってる　分からない　でたらめに空つかんだ

sore nano ni naze itsuka kanau to yumemiru no darou
kaerimiru koto mo sezu ni akogare tsunorasete
hon’tou no jibun’ no koto motto mienakunatteku no
wakatteru wakaranai detarame ni sora tsukan’da

But then why is it I dream that my wishes might come true?
I never look back, but am filled with aspirations
And so lose sight even more of who I really am
Yes, I know – But no, I don’t! I swipe the air in front of me.

ほら　さかさまに　落ちる
飛び込んで宙に投げ出された
まだ鏡像の中で　思うように動けないから
ほら　さかさまに　落ちる
苦しくても　笑顔を作った
劇的な衝動を　ころさないで　こわさない

hora sakasama ni ochiru
tobikon’de chuu ni nagedasareta
mada kyouzou no naka de omouyou ni ugokenai kara
hora sakasama ni ochiru
kurushikutemo egao wo tsukutta
gekiteki na shoudou wo korosanaide kowasanai

And now I’m falling upside down
I leapt and was thrown into midair
Since I still cannot move freely, inside a mirror image
And now I’m falling upside down
It’s painful, but I make myself smile
Don’t kill my dramatic impulses, don’t break them!

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