monochrome

Requested by: Integral and natavermillion

I have to admit I love the atmospheric fo Mystic Square songs…

monochrome
悲しき人形|東方怪綺談
Vocal+Lyrics: Ayakura Mei
Arrange: Syrufit
Circle: Syrup Comfiture
Album: Blossom
Event: Reitaisai 9

膝を抱えて 指折り数えてる
叶えられない 塗りつぶされた夢
蛇口捻れば 流れ出す妄想
カラカラの喉 飲み込めない台詞

hiza wo kakete yubiori kazoeteru
kanaerarenai nuritsubusareta yume
jaguchi nejireba nagaredasu mousou
karakara no nodo nomikomenai serifu

Clutching my knees I count on my fingers
All my dreams, blacked out, that can never come true
Twisting the faucet, delusions pour out
Words that my dry throat cannot swallow

こんな思いを誰が理解出来るというの
初めから躍らされていただけだから
張り巡らされてく糸を線を点を
紡いで解いて丸めて 冗談じゃないやいやいや…

kon’na omoi wo dare ga rikai dekiru to iu no
hajime kara odorasareteita dake dakara
harimegurasareteku ito wo sen’ wo ten’ wo
tsumuide hodoite marumete joudan’ janai ya iyaiya…

Are you saying that someone else can understand how I feel?
From the very beginning I’ve just been made to dance this way and that
All of these strings and threads and points strung about me,
Weaving and unraveling and balling up – Don’t play with me!! No.. No..

優しくしないで

yasashiku shinaide

Don’t be kind to me!!!

振りほどいて 振りほどいて
なみだの渦 飲み込まれて
どんなにただ 願おうとも響かない歌声
誰の為に 何の為に
私はいる 忘れさせて
此処にいるの 何処にいても
誰でも良いんだから

furihodoite furihodoite
namida no uzu nomikomarete
don’na ni tada negaou tomo hibikanai utagoe
dare no tame ni nan’ no tame ni
watashi wa iru wasuresasete
koko ni iru no doko ni itemo
dare demo iin’ dakara

Shaking this off here, shaking that off there
I’m swallowed in a whirlpool of tears
No matter how much I wish and plead my voice does not sound
For whose sake, for what reason?
Am I here? Please let me forget!
I am here, but no matter where I am…
It doesn’t matter who it is…

爪を立てては 肌に痕残して
戒めにして そんな私にただ願う場所から スカスカの言葉を
ぽろぽろこぼし 笑っているだけね

tsume wo tatete wa hada ni ato nokoshite
imashime ni shite son’na watashi ni tada negau basho kara sukasuka no kotoba wo
poroporo koboshi waratteiru dake ne

Sticking my nails into my skin I leave a mark
As a warning to myself, while you just smile from the place I desperately wish to be
Pouring empty words over me…

こんな思いは誰も理解したくないから
届いてるフリをして期待をさせてる
どんなに叫んでも音も歌も声も
嘆いて歪んで崩れて 冗談じゃないやいやいや…

kon’na omoi wa dare mo rikai shitakunai kara
todoiteru furi wo shite kitai wo saseteru
don’na ni saken’demo oto mo uta mo koe mo
nagete yugan’de kuzurete joudan’ janai ya iyaiya…

I don’t want anyone else to understand how I feel, so
I pretend those words reach me, and carry on your expectations
No matter how I scream, every sound, every song, every voice
Crying twists and crumbles – Don’t play with me!! No.. No..

優しくしないで もう 全て

yasashiku shinaide mou subete

Don’t be kind to me!! Please… everything is…

振りほどいて 振りほどいて
なみだの渦 飲み込まれて
どんなにただ 願おうとも響かない歌声
誰の為に 何の為に
私はいる 忘れさせて
此処にいても 諸全はただ
夢物語だから

furihodoite furihodoite
namida no uzu nomikomarete
don’na ni tada negaou tomo hibikanai utagoe
dare no tame ni nan’ no tame ni
watashi wa iru wasuresasete
koko ni itemo shosen’ wa tada
yumemonogatari dakara

Shaking this off here, shaking that off there
I’m swallowed in a whirlpool of tears
No matter how much I wish and plead my voice does not sound
For whose sake, for what reason?
Am I here? Please let me forget!
Even if I am here, after all this is
Nothing more than a dream…



  1. oooo, thanks for translating this – it’s one of my favorites from Reitaisai 9.
    i love how emotional Ayakura Mei can get with her vocals.

  2. Yay thanks so much for the translation.
    The disc was delivered today. Luckily they still had some in stock, so I don’t have to kill myself for forgetting about Reitaisai 9. xD

    That said, I was never good at interpreting these kinds of symbolic lyrics… =_=

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